my eyes taking in the last crumbs of the cake. The position was definitely open.
This could really happen for me at last.
Heart pounding, I headed over to Heatherâs desk. She was busy packing her things into a cardboard box.
âHey!â I said. âCongrats on the new gig.â I motioned toher bulging stomach. There was definitely a baby boom going on at News 9. I wondered if Beth would stay after she gave birth to her baby.
Heather gave me a smile that looked both weary and happy. âThanks,â she said. âAt least I wonât have any issues with late-night feeding after working these crazy hours.â
I laughed. âGood point.â Then I paused, shuffling from foot to foot.
Just ask, Piper. Youâll never know unless you ask.
âSo do you know . . . when theyâre filling your position?â I blurted out, feeling totally awkward for asking. But I couldnât wait another minute to know.
Heather frowned. âI think itâs already filled,â she said. âI heard they asked Anna.â
Wait, what?
I stared at her, my heart thudding in my chest. âAnna?â I repeated slowly. âYou mean Anna Jenkins?â
But no. That couldnât be. Anna had only come to News 9 two months ago. Sheâd worked as a production assistant like me, but hadnât done anythingâas far as I knew anywayâto audition for a writerâs position. In fact, Anna Jenkins barely did anything at all that didnât involve Facebook or texting her boyfriend.
Anna Jenkins could not possibly get my job.
I could feel Hannahâs eyes on me. Her face was now full of concern. âAre you okay?â she asked. Then she gasped. âOh God, you didnât want it, did you?â
I tried to swallow the huge lump that had suddenly formed in my throat. âNo,â I said quickly, waving her off. âI mean, itâs fine. No big deal. Congrats again.â
Her face twisted; she looked anguished. Which made me wonder what I looked like to her. âPiper, itâs a crappy job,â she tried. âYou really didnât want it anyway.â
âSure,â I said with a forced barking laugh. âAfter all, I do love sleeping at night.â
But of course I didnât. I mean, I did, but I didnât want to. I wanted that job. Yes, it was a crappy job. But it was
my
crappy job. Or it was supposed to be anyway.
Until theyâd given it to Anna Jenkins.
Half in a daze, I wandered over to the printers, where my fellow production assistants hung out, waiting for scripts to print. There were a couple of them already at work, collating the morning newsbreak. Anna Jenkins was among them, gabbing happily and accepting congratulations on her new gig.
My heart sank. So it was true.
âItâs going to be
so
awful!â she was saying with a giggle. âOh my God I canât even imagine waking up at midnight to go to work! Itâs like a nightmare!â
I watched, devastated as everyone tried to comfort her. To tell her it would be fine. That it was a big step and that now she was a real journalist and wasnât that totally exciting?
I dutifully said all those things, too. Even as my heart broke. Even as I realized that I would never be a âreal journalistââthat I would be stuck in production assistant hell forever until I was forced to quit in exchange for a âreal jobâ that paid more and offered health benefits. And then, that would be it. My dreams of a real broadcasting career would be over forever.
âHey, Red!â
I looked up, just in time to see none other than Asher Anderson himself sauntering through the newsroom. He was dressed in a crisp linen shirt and a pair of dark-rinse Diesel jeans slung low on his narrow hips. His hair was slicked back with gel, but a few strands had escaped, falling into his green eyes. In short, he looked like a
GQ
model right off the page.
The cocky smile on