tell myself not to panic,
that this was all just a coincidence. It didn’t mean that this girl
was his sister. I mean, this could have been his girlfriend.
“Come on, loser!” the girl yelled.
Maybe it was his girlfriend and they had a very strange
relationship.
“That’s my sister,” Josh said, and the last of my illusions were
crushed. “Coming!” he yelled toward the Jeep, but I saw to my horror
that the girl had parked the car and was heading toward us. It was
her, it had to be, but I still couldn’t quite believe it until she walked
up the three steps to the platform and was standing in front of me.
Hallie.
The girl who I tried never to think about, but who nonetheless
came into my head whenever I thought about the worst things I’d
ever done. The girl who I’d been crueler to than anyone else, ever.
The girl whose life I had tried to ruin— and had come damn close—
fi ve years before.
“Hey,” she said, bumping him with her shoulder, then shriek-
ing when he picked her up in a sudden bear hug, then dropped
her when she was still a few inches off the ground. “Stop,” she
said, but she was laughing as she whacked his arm. “Ready to go?”
“Sure,” Josh said as he shouldered his bag. Hallie looked right
at me then, full on. I saw confusion and then shock pass over her
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“Sorry,” she said, not taking her eyes from me, and I noticed
her voice was the same, raspier than you’d expect, like she’d been
a lifelong smoker, even at eleven. And though she didn’t look just
like as she had when we were kids, it was unmistakably her. She
had the same eyes, green and almond- shaped. Her hair was a
slightly darker shade than the bright blond I remembered, but it
was still long and curly, and it fl owed over her shoulders and down
her back.
I registered in a far- off, panicky way that she hadn’t taken
her eyes from me, and I could practically hear her brain whirring
as she leaned closer to me, studying my features. She narrowed
her eyes and a terrible, sick feeling overcame me. It was as though
I had just found myself in one of my worst nightmares. “Wait a sec-
ond,” she said, her voice cold. “Are you . . .”
“Where are my manners?” Josh said, smiling at me, clearly
not picking up on what was happening— namely, that I was prob-
ably about fi ve seconds away from getting my butt kicked. “This
is my sister, Henrietta. Hallie,” he corrected quickly after seeing
the murderous glance she shot him. “Hallie, this is Sophie . . .”
He paused, looking at me expectantly. “Curtis,” I said auto-
matically, because that’s just what I always said after Sophie. “But
wait,” I corrected quickly. “That’s not my—”
“Sophie,” Hallie repeated. I saw her eyes fl ick down to my S
necklace, the name on the cup in my hand, then to my hair and
back to my face. “Sorry,” she said. The confusion— and fury— that
had been in her expression just a second before were now fading
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away. “I thought you were . . .” She shook her head. “I guess not.
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Never mind.”
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“No,” I said, but so faintly that even I could barely hear my-
self. “I’m not . . .”
“It’s so nice to meet you,” she said with a big smile.
Nice to meet me. Nice . To meet me. These words reverberated
in my head. I knew that brave— and sane— people would have used
the moment to explain that, actually, we’d met before, we knew
each other quite well, and she was justifi ed in her hatred of me.
But I couldn’t help thinking about all the things that were
suddenly falling into place. My hair was an unrecognizable shade.
My nose was straight. And there was the simple fact that I