concern.â
âDane.â I knew he was just being ornery. Of course he wouldnât want any harm to come to two innocent people. âTom did what he had toâand his wife and daughter are going to pay the price?â
âAri.â Dane sighed in frustration, because I pulled all the right strings. I knew him too well. With his good hand, he gestured for me to join him. âAre you expecting me to save the world?â
âNo. I already told you that, because youâve been the one to take on all the burden of an epic ordeal you didnât even start.â Sitting gingerly on the bed, I asked, âThere is something you can do, though, right? For Candace and Ruby?â
He gave me a look that clearly said he knew leaving that potentially fatal situation up to Tom wasnât possibleâif he wanted to please or pacify me.
âThe FBI is searching for them. Itâs out of my hands now, but I did give them some leads I thought might be useful. Amano had some ideas as well.â His head rolled back and forth against the pillow as he added, âProblem is, my network has been compromised, as we learned today. So I canât pinpoint a specific direction in which to go with this. I donât know who to trust at the moment.â
I inhaled deeply. Tried not to panic any more than I had been all morning. He didnât need me crazed on top of everything else he dealt withâincluding his latest society-inflicted wound.
âHow do you feel?â I asked. âAside from wanting to rip the heads off of a hell of a lot of people?â
He snickered. âItâs a little hard to see past that at present.â
âI can believe that. But, Dane, you have to concentrate on healing.â
âThatâs the docâs jobâwhy I pay him so damn much. All I can think of is how Iâm going to get my revenge on Bryn Hilliard.â
I swept away some wayward strands from Daneâs forehead. He usually kept his dark hair shorter but still wore the mussed style perfectly, even though it was a bit longer than normal. Sexily rakish. âI donât like you adding another layer to all of this.â
He crooked a brow at me.
âI know. I hear you without you even saying a word. At the same time, you agreed to legal retribution. Not bodily harm.â
His emerald gaze was a steely one. âYou canât even begin to imagine how furious I am. How much what just happenedâwhat could have happened to you and our childâterrified the hell out of me.â
âYes, I can.â I swallowed a lump of emotion. âBecause you were in the line of fire, too. So was Kyle.â I fought the churning of my stomach. âThere is nothing worse in my mind than losing you. Exceptââ
I spared a glance at my belly. A peculiar thought gelled in my head. One I wasnât sure heâd understand.
I said, âI donât really know how to say this, because it wonât come out right. But I would sacrifice myself for you; the way you did for me. Itâs just that, in doing so, Iâd put our sonâs life in danger. I wouldnât want to hurt him. Or leave you without him.â
The waterworks started. All this tension couldnât be good for the baby, which aggravated me further. Made me a little irrational, so that I wasnât quite thinking straight.
I told Dane, âYouâd be upset if anything happened to me, I know. But this kidâ¦â I stared up at Dane and saw the raw pain in his eyes. âThat would be pure hell for you.â
â All of this is pure hell for me.â
âBut itâs necessary, Dane.â I emphasized the importance of what he was doing, even though it bordered on disastrous. Yet there was so much good that would inevitably come of us sticking to the plan. âI chose to travel this path with you. Iâm perfectly aware of the risks. I had plenty of opportunities to step away from