forward. The mare didnât want to go, and was sweating when Kero forced her to obey; but once they were past the spot where the stag had appeared, she calmed down a bit.
Maybe it was because he thought I wasnât listening to him about schooling, she thought, trying to calm the mare further with a firm hand on her neck. I know he thought I should be spending more time reading and less with the horses. Dammit, I passed every test the tutor ever set me! Is it bad that I like to be outside, that I hate being cooped up inside four walls when I could be out doing things? Whatâs wrong with that? A bookâs all right when the weatherâs foul and thereâs nothing else to do, but why sit and read when the wind is calling your name?
Sheâd never been able to figure that out. Lordan, thoughâevery chance he had, he was at a book or driving the tutor mad with questions. It was as if he got all of Keroâs love of learning as well as his own.
Books, dear gods, he owns more books than anyone I know. And if he gets his way, heâs going to spend half Diernaâs dower on more books....
... if heâs still alive to do it.
Her eyes stung and watered again, and her throat knotted. She rubbed her sleeve across her eyes, and wondered if heâd live the night.
If I can just get Grandmother down to the Keep... if sheâs got the kind of power everyone seems to think she does. Father would have had a cat if he âd known about the stories I used to pick up in the kitchen. They say she built the Tower in one night, with magic, just before she moved out of the Keep and gave it to Mother as her wedding present. They say she has a giant wolf and a demon-lizard for familiars. They say she can kill you or Heal you just by looking at you. And if only half of thatâs true, she surely will have what I need to save Lordan and get Dierna back.
Kero bent over Verennaâs neck to keep from getting hit in the face by a series of low-hanging branches, and thought about what sheâd ask for. Something that shot lightning, perhaps; a magic wand that called up demons. Exploding arrows? Maybe the help of that giant wolf?
With magic even I ought to be able to get Dierna away. And magic can surely save Lordan ... unless Grandmother doesnât care what happens to us.
The thought made her heart freeze, and every succeeding thought seemed worse than the first.
She never once sent a messenger or anything after Mother died. Maybe she was angry with Father for taking Mother away from her. Maybe she really hates the rest of us. Maybe she thinks we all hate her, and sheâs gone all sour and mean. Maybe the magic has gotten to her brain, and sheâs gone mad.
âLady Kerowynââ said a voice out of the dark.
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âLady Kerowynââ said a voice from beneath the shadows of the trees, frightening the breath out of her, closing her throat with an icy hand. There was no warning, no movement beside the road, just a voice coming out of the darkness. It was a voice as harsh as the croaking of crows, and Kerowyn jerked, letting out an involuntary squawk of surprise as she reined in Verenna. The mare jumped and squealed, dancing madly backward, but fortunately didnât bolt.
Her heart felt like a lump of frozen stone, her pulse rang in her ears as she wrestled Verenna to a standstill. Hands trembling on the reins, she peered at the dark shadow-shapes under the trees; there was something there, but she couldnât even make out if it was human or not, much less if it was male or female. And that voice certainly didnât tell her anything.
âWho are you?â she replied, hoping her own voice wasnât going to break. âWhat do you want?â
âI live here,â replied the voice, âwhich is more than I can say for you. What are you doing out here, beyond your fatherâs lands, Lady Kerowyn? Why arenât you safe in your bed, in your
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