sound of the word, so she said it over and over.
As Sam helped Deana wash her hands he decided that this dinner with Callie was simply something to be endured. She was right about one thing, though. He should behave civilly toward her. Their breakup was ancient history, and it would be silly of him to hold a grudge. Sheâd done nothing recently to justify treating her with anything but respect and politenessâunless she was intent on stirring up trouble about his fatherâs death, and so far that didnât seem to be the case.
âSo thatâs what Iâll do,â he told his reflection in the mirror. âIâll be polite, Iâll be pleasant.â No more silly conversation burgeoning with sexual innuendo. No more smart comebacks or attempts at one-upmanship.He would treat her with friendliness, but impersonallyâthe way he did Millicent Jones, for example.
Once he proved, to both himself and Callie, that the feelings he harbored were nothing but a fond remembrance of a childhood sweetheart, they could move on.
If he could just get through dinner without saying something stupid â¦Â and then what?
Well, he wasnât staying in Destiny very long, anywayâjust long enough to help his mother push the will through probate, collect Dadâs life insurance, straighten out the bills, and get the farm business back on track where she could manage it. A few weeks at the most.
If he ran into Callie during that time, he would be prepared. He would handle it.
But heâd give anything to be back on his ranch, in the saddle, cutting through a keen wind, with nothing more pressing on his mind than rounding up a few strays.
THREE
Sam washed his own hands and ran a comb through his hair. âOkay, I think weâreâDeana?â
Apparently, during his lengthy soul-searching, sheâd wandered out of the bathroom. Feeling a pinprick of panic, even though he knew she couldnât wander far, he went in search of her. She wasnât hard to find. She was in the kitchen, sitting on Callieâs lap.
âLooky, Daddy!â she exclaimed the moment she caught sight of her father. She held up a fuzzy yellow toy that appeared to be a baby chick. âCal gimme.â
âOh, very nice.â Sam bit his tongue. But if he bit it any harder, he would bleed. So to Callie he added, âThat was thoughtful of you. But I thought you didnât like kids.â
Callieâs jaw dropped open for an instant, but then she quickly composed herself. âI never said I didnât like kids. I donât know much about them, but I still like them.â
âThink youâll ever have any of your own?â All right,so he was being nosy. Callieâs interest in Deana, though nothing to be shocked about, intrigued him.
âI donât know. But I have a few more years to decide. Heck, I might not even get married.â
âA few years ago marriage didnât appeal to you, but I thought maybe your biological clock had kicked in by now.â
âNot even a little,â she said flatly, though the way she cuddled Deanaâand the way Deana respondedâmade him wonder about her self-avowed lack of maternal instincts. âSam, surely you donât think that because I brought your daughter a present, I have my sights set on a ready-made family?â
âOf course not. Iâm just making conversation.â
âYouâre deliberately provoking me.â
Okay, so maybe he was. Maybe heâd never gotten over the fact that sheâd chosen her career over him. It was his damned male pride, that was all. He didnât really want Callie. She was way too bristly, too stubborn, and too independent to make a good wife and mother. But she brought out this belligerent streak in him that he couldnât seem to control.
Callieâs face went neutral. She gently set a protesting Deana on the floor. âI wanted to be friends with you, Sam,
Kit Tunstall, R.E. Saxton