down the needle, grabbed the larger knife from the ground and cut off the extra thread, then put her pants and boots back on. There was nothing else to do but watch his progress. His hands had steadied. And thank God for that. She wasnât sure she would have been brave enough to offer her help with shaving, not with that deadly looking blade.
The fire was down to embers when he moved on to his hair. There hadnât been enough dry material to keep the flames going, but whatever theyâd managed was enough. They had a hot meal in their stomachs and were warmed up a little. If nothing else, it lifted her spirits, which was probably one of the most important things. If she could keep her mind from sinking into despair and giving up, the battle would be half-won.
Brian cut the hair on the side methodically and progressed to the back, his movements turning awkward.
âLet me help.â She rose and went to him. âTurn around.â
She knelt behind him and worked fast, cutting as much by feel as sight. He tossed what had remained of the ropes that had once bound her into the fire, but the fibers were damp and gave but a few more minutes of light, producing plenty of smoke in the process. Then the last ember blinked out and they were shrouded in darkness. âHereâs the knife.â She held it out to where sheâd last seen his hand.
âYou keep it,â he said.
She tightened her fingers on the handle, unsure where to put the small weapon.
He didnât move.
What was he waiting for?
She should probably brush the hair off his back. She shifted, reluctant to touch him. And how stupid was that? He had saved her life twice, had just given her a knife that was sharp enough to shave with. He wasnât about to throw her to the ground, for heavenâs sake. She reached out with her left hand and brushed the clippings off, quick, businesslike. It was strange to touch him like this, feeling without seeing, the long ridges of his scars pressing against her fingertips. For someone as underfed as he was, he retained an amazing amount of muscle.
She snatched away her hand and stood in one motion, stepping back.
âThank you,â he said, his voice deep and thick.
She could hear him put on his shirt and move over to the raised platform she had built while heâd started their short-lived fire. He had instructed her on how to make a frame, how to stack on top the two dozen or so fallen branches heâd asked her to gather. She hoped the vines would hold and they wouldnât tumble to the ground in the middle of the night, although, they werenât high upâno more than a foot or soâjust enough to keep the bugs and rats and snakes off them.
She stepped after him and felt for the edge of the platform, big enough for the two of them to sleep on without touching.
âGood haircut,â he said, âby the feel of it.â
âI wasnât taking a big risk. Anything had to be an improvement.â
âIt was that bad, huh?â There was a rare lightness to his voice.
âScary.â
âYou donât strike me as the type who scares easily.â
Shows what you know. She was scared of the jungle. She was scared for Nicky. She was even a little scared of him. First time in bed with a wildman, and all.
âWhat do you do at home when youâre not dashing off to rescue people?â
âI work at a drug and alcohol rehab clinic.â She had resigned her director of admissions position just before leaving for Malaysia, and took a cut in pay and title so sheâd have more time to spend with her baby when they got back. And she was scared about that, too. If, after all the dreaming and hoping, she wouldnât turn out to be a good mother.
âSo the urge to rescue runs deep in the blood.â
Was he teasing her? The deadpan comment seemed so out of character, she was unsure how to respond.
âI had a boyfriend in high school who died