No idea how I was going to handle âlater,â but I figured Iâd get to that when the time came.
Jared nodded and headed toward the kitchen.
âWhenâll he be back?â Noah asked.
âSoon,â I said vaguely. âGet dressed and come in for breakfast, OK?â
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âI donât like oatmeal any more.â Jared let his spoon fall back into the bowl. âItâs gross.â
I had just put the empty oatmeal packet in his lunchbox and was about to drop his sandwich in the trash. My mind was moving at the speed of lead. âYouâve refused to eat anything else every morning for the last two years.â I rescued the sandwich.
âWell, I used to like itââ
âYesterday.â I slid the sandwich into a Ziploc.
âI hate it now. It makes me gag. Can I have Frosted Flakes?â
Doesnât it seem like on the morning your father leaves you should get Frosted Flakes for breakfast? But they didnât know yet. âNo,â I said.
âBen gets Frosted Flakes. And sometimes Lucky Charms.â
The phone rang and my heart thudded. Maybe Rick had already come to his senses.
âThe only cool thing about oatmeal is that it looks like barf,â Noah told Jared.
My throat closed in disappointment. It was Sue Moriarty, not Rick.
âEeuw.â Jared started eating with gusto. âBarf for breakfast. Thatâs sick.â
âJust calling to make sure you got my reminder last night,â Sue chirped.
We hung up, and I started organizing toothbrushing and dressing.
âI canât find my violin,â Noah shouted from down the hall.
âItâs in your room,â some still-functioning autopilot part of me said. âOn the floor.â
He appeared in the doorway, looking baffled by my lack of comprehension. âThatâs just the case. I brought that home because I needed something to carry Samâs Yugioh cards. Weâre trading. But I donât remember what I did with the violin. Iâm telling you, itâs lost.â
Who loses a violin? The son of a man who forgot to mention that he was poised on the high dive over the deep end for six months. Thatâs who.
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Sue ruffled through a sheaf of papers and put down her bagel. She had apparently fallen off the carb wagonââSeventeen percent of Harvardâs freshman admits in 2003 had seriously started a second language by the time they were four.â
I looked down. How interesting that my legs could shake independently, like they werenât under any actual control of my body at all.
âSurely this proves that itâs imperative the school introduces a second language by kindergarten, at the latest,â Ken Ebersole said. Ken was the token male on the committee, a single father who radiated earnestness like George Clooney does testosterone and Ralph Lauren Polo to the point of flammability.
Marriages donât just end like this , I thought. They fall apart after a slow, damning drip of Pick up your own shirts at the dry cleaners and Youâre just like your mother after all eating away at the fabric. We didnât do that. We didnât even argue.
Ken blew on his paper cup of coffee. The steam made his glasses fog up.
Ailsa Grandman nodded her agreement so fervently I was afraid one of her giant diamond earrings might fly off and crash through a wall like a meteor.
âAbsolutely!â Betsy Strauss chimed in.
âI knew we could count on you both to be on board.â Sue beamed down the table at them.
Why didnât Sueâs husband leave her ? I mean, if there was ever a woman who deserved to be left, trust me, itâs her, was my nextâparticularly matureâthought. After Wharton, Sue had gone to work for a media PR firm, becoming the youngestâand one of the rare femaleâvice presidents. When she married Tim Stephens, a major intellectual property lawyer at Fitzwilliam & Compton, it was
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