against the wind â reining it in to take him where he would go. And it would have been heaven to have had Joanna there with him, at his side, both of them working together. A swift vision of strong brown legs, smooth and firm, and that quick laugh she would give, triumphantly, at the challenge of pitting their skills together against the elements.
But here he was ... on a golden beach, standing on hot sand, beneath a cloudless blue sky, watching the waves slap against the boat. And he knew. He could not possibly feel more miserable. And now Eloise had lost her bracelet somewhere on this beach and Jane expected him to spend all afternoon searching for it.
âI know itâs here somewhere.â Eloise pouted a little and watched her father through her eyelashes. She tugged his arm. âPlease look for it, Daddy. Please.
Matthew was exasperated. âNo,â he said. âNo. Weâll never find it.â He glanced along the expanse of sand. âItâll be buried by now. Youâll never find it. Weâll just have to claim off the insurance.â
Eloise began to howl, flicked one pale plait back over her shoulder and stuck her thumb in her mouth, noisily sucking it.
Jane intervened. âDonât be hard on her, Matthew,â she said. âDonât be angry. It was carelessness - thatâs all. Nothing more.â She looked at her daughter. âWasnât it, darling? Donât suck your thumb.â
Eloise ignored the censure but took the proffered excuse and seized it eagerly. âThatâs right, Mummy,â she said. âCarelessness.â She slipped her arm through her fatherâs. âJust carelessness. I wasnât being purposely bad, Daddy. I didnât mean to. I wasnât being quite careful enough.â She frowned, looking anxiously from her father to her mother and back to her father again. âAnd Granny would be so upset if I had lost it. Daddy ...â she said firmly, âwe must find it.â She screwed her face up. âCome on,â she said, dropping to her knees on the hot sand. âHelp me look.â
Matthew gave her a glance of exasperation. âNo,â he said. âItâs a waste of time.â
The child attacked his Achillesâ heel and began to howl again.
âSomeone else will find it.â Tears splashed down her cheeks. âWhatâll Granny say when she knows Iâve lost it? Sheâll be furious and horrible,â she wailed. âSheâll say Iâve been careless.â She sniffed loudly, ignoring the blob of mucus that bubbled from her nose.
Matthew stood by helplessly.
âIâll never see it again and itâs worth ever such a lot of money.â Her tears were accompanied by spasmodic sobs.
âDarling, donât cry,â Matthew pleaded uncomfortably. âPlease donât cry.â
The child sobbed louder.
Matthew glanced at her anxiously. Her tears had always moved him to a feeling of helpless frustration. It made him feel sick and responsible. He simply wanted her to stop crying. âDarling ...â he said, âdarling
Eloise only howled louder. âGranny will hate me.â
âNo she wonât.â Jane put her arm around the girlâs shoulders and drew her towards her, kissing the top of her head as though calming a baby. âSheâs inconsolable,â she said accusingly. Then she clutched Matthewâs arm. âHelp us look,â she hissed. Her face was hard and unforgiving and still pale. âOr do you mean you can simply sit here on the beach and watch your own daughter break her heart. But yes,â she added softly, âI can believe that.â
Eloise looked out from beneath her motherâs shoulder and glimpsed her fatherâs face, pink with anger, flushed and sweating â for all the cool breeze that was blowing hard in from the sea.
Her motherâs voice was shrill. âIs that how little you