said.
Suddenly they were kissingâhard, hungry, bruising kisses. They made out like crazy, until the bony edges of the wooden bleachers dug into their backs.
âWait,â Mel said, breaking away. âCome.â She led him inside the announcerâs booth, where it was much darker, and they fell into an old easy chairâa reclinerâthat smelled like cigarettes. There they went by feel. All-overfeel, their hands everywhere at once, until they were breathing hard. Mel suddenly pushed him away. âDonât move,â she said.
He obeyed.
She stood up. There was soft rustling, then the brief tearing sound of a zipper, then more rustling. As his eyes adjusted, moonlight slowly pooled in two perfectly round planets, swimming toward him, growing more distinctâor else he was jetting toward them at warp speed through the blackness. The quick glint of Melâs teethâshe was smilingâflashed like a shooting star, and he reached for her. Her skin was fragrant, and shiny, as if the moonlight was inside her. With her help he peeled off his shirtâbut a minute later Mel sucked in a breath and stiffened in his arms.
âWhat?â he whispered.
âI . . . canât,â she breathed.
âWhy not?â he groaned.
âThis would be my first time.â
âYeah?â he said too quickly. âI mean, are you scared?â
âNo. Iâve always had this dreamâabout me and youâthat our first time would be someplace really nice.â
âLike?â he said, trying to buy time, holding her close, continuing to stroke her long, smooth bare back.
âLike, in a hotel, with a big feather bed. And candles. And a Jacuzzi. And chocolates and champagne.â
âThatâs really girly,â he said.
She giggled, and kissed his ear. âA smoky old announcerâsshack and a wrecked-up chairâthat wasnât in my fantasy.â
âIt works for me,â he saidâpretending to be joking.
âI want to,â she said quickly, âbut not here. Not tonight. We need to plan ahead.â
âTomorrow night?â Trace said.
âNo, dummy.â She laughed. âPlan ahead ahead. Like meet someplace out of town. Spend the whole weekend together.â
âThe whole weekend?â Trace said.
âWhy? Does that scare you?â
âNo. Itâs just that I race most weekends,â he replied. It was a stupid comment; he felt their big moment slipping away.
She was silent. âThis summer, then,â she said. âWe need to wait until this summer. Weâll both be done with school then, and things will feel totally differentâand Iâll be totally ready.â
âThis summer?â Trace began. Mainly he was thinking about punching himself in the face for being so dumb.
âThink you can wait that long?â she asked softly, blowing warm air into his other ear.
Trace swallowed. âNo problem.â
She giggled.
After they put themselves back together, they headed to Perkins. It was three a.m. by then, and the place had only a few kids in prom clothes; most were at all-night, lock-in-type parties. Trace and Mel ordered major breakfastsâomelets and pancakes.
âYou two sure are hungry,â the waitress remarked.
âNo kidding,â Trace said, which brought a smile from Mel.
Then, as they ate and hung out, they talked. Mel told him about the racetrack, about school, and about Patrick.
âWeâre just friends,â she said.
âMaybe in your mind,â Trace mumbled.
Color came back into Melâs cheeks. âSo why didnât you ask me to prom?â she said. âYou came back. You could have planned ahead just a little bit, and not turned the whole thing into a soap opera.â
Trace looked down. âI wish I could do it over.â
âAnyway,â Mel said, âletâs talk about you.â
âWhat about me?â Trace
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