completely engulfed in cloud. Heâd come down just in time and was relieved to know that Lilly had been right behind him and was well on her way south to Atlanta by now. If she made good time, she could probably outrun the storm, arriving home before it caught up with her.
He still thought of her constantly, of where she was, of what she was doing. It was a habit that no goddamn decree of divorcement could break. Remembering how sheâd looked at him before he left the cabin created a weight in his chest as heavy as an anvil. Sheâd been afraid of him. Which wasnobodyâs fault but his own. Heâd given her reason to fear him.
âHey, Chief!â Wes Hamer was shouting at him from the sidewalk just outside Rittâs Drug Store. âGet over here. Iâm a taxpaying citizen, and Iâve got a gripe.â
Dutch pulled his Bronco out of the line of cars inching along Main Street and into the handicapped parking space in front of the drugstore. He lowered his window, letting in a blast of frigid air.
Wes came toward him with the shoulder-rolling amble of a former football player. Both his knees and one hip were afflicted with osteoarthritis, but that wasnât something Wes advertised. He would do damn near anything to keep from owning up to a weakness of any sort.
âYou got a complaint, Coach?â Dutch deadpanned.
âYouâre the number one peace officer around here. Canât you clear the streets of these morons?â
âIâd start with you.â
Wes guffawed but immediately sensed Dutchâs dour mood and leaned in closer. âHey, buddy, why the long face?â
âI said good-bye to Lilly for the last time. Couple hours ago. Up at the cabin. Sheâs gone for good, Wes.â
Wes turned away. âScott, go warm up the car. Iâll be right there.â Scott, whoâd been standing beneath the awning outside Rittâs store, caught the set of car keys Wes tossed to him, raised his other hand in a farewell wave to Dutch, then sauntered off down the sidewalk.
âHas he heard anything from Clemson yet?â Dutch asked.
âWe can talk about that later. Letâs talk about your wife.â
âEx-wife. Emphasis on the ex, which she made perfectly clear this afternoon.â
âI thought you were going to talk to her.â
âI did.â
âNo go?â
âNo go. Sheâs got her divorce and sheâs happy about it. She wants nothing to do with me. Itâs over.â He rubbed his brow with his gloved hand.
âAre you gonna cry, or what? Jesus, Dutch, donât make me ashamed to call you my best friend.â
Dutch turned and looked at him. âFuck you.â
Unfazed, Wes continued. âThe way youâre mewling around.â He shook his head over Dutchâs pathetic behavior. âLilly didnât know a good thing when she had it. So screw her. My opinion of her has always beenââ
âI donât want to hear your opinion of her.â
âShe thinks her shit donât stink.â
âI said I didnât want to hear it, all right?â
Wes held up both hands as though in surrender. âAll right. But it isnât like she holds me in high esteem.â
âShe thinks youâre an asshole.â
âLike Iâm gonna lose sleep over what Ms. Lilly Martin Burton thinks of me.â Smiling crookedly, he clapped his hand on Dutchâs shoulder. âYouâre taking this breakup way too hard. You lost your wife, not your manhood. Look around,â he said,gesturing expansively. âThere are women everywhere.â
âIâve had women,â Dutch muttered.
Wes tilted his head. âYeah? All along or lately?â
Both, Dutch thought. Heâd lined up plenty of justifications for his first affair. He was under continual pressure at work. Lilly was preoccupied establishing her career. Their lovemaking had become predictable and