sensed nothing of his plans once he was resurrected?â
Haven shook her head. âOnly that he wanted to reclaim his throneâwhich meant killing those holding the powers that rightfully belonged to him.â She blinked, her face growing even paler. âThose were his thoughts, not mine. Those powers belong to youââ
âItâs all right, Haven,â Ryker said, his smile revealing one of the dimples Kyana adored. âWe know what you mean.â He stood, stretching his arms overhead before bringing them back down to rub his temples.
âWhere are you going?â Kyana asked.
âTo summon the gods. We need to speed up the siphoning process. If weâre about to go to war, then our powers need to be protected in the event that some of us donât make it out alive.â
Kyana tried not to cringe at his defeated tone. To distract herself from his words, she held out her hand to Haven, who took it without hesitation, which lightened Kyanaâs heart. Maybe there was still something to be salvaged between them. Gods, she hoped so.
When Ryker was gone, Kyana debated whether to question Haven about another matter that had been bugging her for a while now. In the scheme of things, it was minor. But at the time, one of Havenâs lies had cut Kyana pretty deeply. She might never get another chance to ask the question.
âHaven?â
âHmm?â Haven curled herself into a ball on the couch, her eyes droopy with weariness.
Kyana reconsidered broaching the topic, but quickly found her resolve again. âWhy did you tell me you grew up in Tennessee? That your father was a youth pastor there?â
Haven suddenly looked very much awake. She sat up, her gaze falling to her bent knees, and Kyana hated herself for bringing it up. Haven was already dying under a mountain of guilt, and Kyana had just supplied another boulder to help smother her.
âNever mind. Iâm sorry. It . . . it doesnât matter.â
Kyana had found out the truth when Haven had gone after her father to kill him for what heâd done to her and their family in childhood. Sheâd been stunned that Haven would need to lie about any of it. Especially given Kyanaâs own background. Why hadnât Haven trusted her with the truth? That her father wasnât a pastor in Tennessee but an abusive asshole in Florida.
âYou can be friends,â Haven said as Kyana turned to leave her in peace, âand not know every damned secret a person has.â
Kyana turned back, found Haven staring at her, a look of remorse, maybe even a little disgust, in her eyes.
âWho wants to admit to the world that their father was garbage? That they couldnât afford breakfast or lunch, and sometimes dinner? That their first touch from a man came from the man who gave them life? Who willingly admits to that, Kyana? He killed Hope, and thinking about him made me want to vomit every day of my life. So I created a man I could be proud of. A past that didnât bring me to tears every time it popped into my head. Is that so bad?â
âNo,â Kyana whispered. âIt was your secret to keep. Iâm sorry we had to find out when we were looking for you.â
And truly, she was. Her own past was no better than Havenâs. The only difference was, Kyana hadnât been smart enough to make up a better one to answer the nosy questions from others. One that would be retold so many times maybe she couldâve thought of it as real.
âWhere is he, anyway?â Haven asked. âKevin, I mean.â
âYour fatherââ
âKevin. Donât call him my father.â The anger and hurt in Havenâs voice chipped away one more defensive wall Kyana had built between them.
â Kevin is Below with the other refugees. Did you . . . did you want to see him?â
Haven looked at her as though sheâd lost her mind. âOnly if I have permission to
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