mine.â
Tilting his head to one side, giving Charlie the impression he was enjoying the view, he added, âI would very much like to hear your proposal. How about we discuss it tonight over a drink at Scott Skinnerâs? I havenât made it there yet, and I hear itâs a nice pub.â
With her brain privately grappling with the concept of being asked out for a drink by a handsome man who liked books, Charlie replied, âIt is nice. I often go to Skinnerâs to write when I need a change of scene from my desk at home. Oh, Iâm Charlie, by the way. Charlie Davies.â
âIâm pleased to meet you, Charlie. So, you write?â
âYes.â Charlie pointed to the bookshelves, âIâm over there somewhere.â
âYou are? Who are you, then? I mean, who else are you?â
âErin Spence.â
âThe Unbrave Heart Erin Spence?â
Charlieâs pulse started to beat faster. He didnât immediately connect me with The Love-Blind Boy. âYes. Yes that was my first novel.â
âI love that book.â
âYouâve read it?â Charlie was shocked. âForgive me, but you donât look like youâd be into womenâs fiction.â
âIâm not as a rule, but my ex-girlfriend had the audiobook and we played it on a long journey once or twice. I enjoyed it. You have a very perceptive view of the male side of things.â
âReally?â Charlie could feel herself blushing, âThanks. Itâs kind of you to say so.â
âNot at all. That drink tonight, then? Eight oâclock? With a meal as well, maybe?â
âTo talk about my idea for the festival?â
âIâm making no promises, because I think Iâd rather talk about you.â
Charlieâs head buzzed with contradictory thoughts. Had she been right to agree to go out with Gervase? Only this morning sheâd been thinking about how she felt about Cameron being back, and now she was going on a date with someone else. A part of her knew sheâd only said yes in the hope that Alice and Cameron might see them. But so what if they did? Cameron isnât going to be jealous, and I donât want him any more anyway. And Alice wouldnât notice in her current mode if I walked around naked with a pineapple on my head.
A new thought entered Charlieâs head. Was there any point in going out with another man until Alice had gone home? Gervase would only have to see them standing next to each other and it wouldnât be her that he wanted to take for dinner anymore.
Suddenly, Charlie stopped moving. She knew she was being ridiculous, but somehow the thought of how Alice was always going to be there to eclipse her wouldnât shift.
Aware she was blocking the flow of Christmas shoppers, Charlie forced her legs to work, and walked briskly to the Bridge of Feugh.
The Feugh had been Charlieâs mentor for years. When sheâd first moved to Banchory from Aberdeen, a lone Englishwoman with her fatherâs shockingly Scottish hair and her motherâs ample curves, sheâd stood on the stone bridge, staring into the fast-flowing water and asked if sheâd been right to stay in Scotland rather than returning to London. With every question sheâd thrown into its depths, like pebbles in a pond, foam would bubble and splash out answers.
She still made regular pilgrimages to the Feugh, sometimes to watch the water, sometimes just to laugh at the rabbits that played with cavalier abandon in the car park. It was always full of tourists in the summer months, hoping theyâd timed their arrival right to see one of the Feughâs famous salmon jumping upstream. Whatever the season, the rush of the water, and the pattern of the sun or rain playing on it, would soothe her soul.
Gripping the side of the bridge, grateful that the icy road meant traffic was avoiding it, Charlie thought back to how sheâd pleaded with the