Colorless Tsukuru Tazaki and his Years of Pilgrimage by Haruki Murakami Read Free Book Online Page A

friend. In June, nearly a year after his four friends in Nagoya abandoned him. This new friend went to the same college and was two years younger. He met the man at the college pool.

He met the man at the college pool.
    Like Tsukuru, the man swam by himself early every morning. They began to have a nodding acquaintance, and eventually, they started to talk. After changing in the locker room, they went out for breakfast together in the school cafeteria. The man was two years behind Tsukuru in college, and was majoring in physics. They were in the same engineering college, but students in the physics department and the civil engineering department were like beings from different planets.
    “What exactly do you do in the civil engineering department?” the student asked him.
    “I build stations,” Tsukuru replied.
    “Stations?”
    “Railroad stations. Not TV stations or anything.”
    “But why railroad stations?”
    “The world needs them, that’s why,” Tsukuru said, as if it were obvious.
    “Interesting,” the man said, as if he truly felt that way. “I’ve never really given much thought to the necessity of stations.”
    “But you use stations yourself, I imagine. If there weren’t any, you’d be in trouble when you ride the train.”
    “I do ride the train, and I see your point.… It’s just that I—well—never imagined there were people in the world who had a passion for building them.”
    “Some people write string quartets, some grow lettuce and tomatoes. There have to be a few who build railroad stations, too,” Tsukuru said. “And I wouldn’t say I have a
passion
for it, exactly. I just have an interest in one specific thing.”
    “This might sound rude, but I think it’s an amazing achievement to find even one specific thing that you’re interested in.”
    Tsukuru thought the younger man was poking fun at him, and gazed intently at his handsome face. But he seemed serious, his expression open and straightforward.
    “You like making things, just as your name implies,” the man said, referring to the fact that
tsukuru
meant “to make or build.”
    “I’ve always liked making things that you can actually see,” Tsukuru admitted.
    “Not me,” the man said. “I’ve always been terrible at making things. Ever since I was in grade school I’ve been hopeless with my hands. Couldn’t even put together a plastic model. I prefer thinking about abstract ideas, and I never get tired of it. But when it comes to actually using my hands to make something real, forget about it. I do like cooking, though, but that’s because it’s more like
deconstructing
things than constructing them.… I guess it must seem a little disturbing for someone like me, who can’t make anything, to go to engineering school.”
    “What do you want to focus on here?”
    The man gave it some thought. “I don’t really know.
    I don’t have any set, clear goal like you. I just want to think deeply about things. Contemplate ideas in a pure, free sort of way. That’s all. If you think about it, that’s kind of like constructing a vacuum.”
    “Well, the world needs a few people who create a vacuum.”
    The other man laughed happily. “Yeah, but it’s different from people growing lettuce or tomatoes. If everybody in the world worked their hardest to create a vacuum, we’d be in big trouble.”
    “Ideas are like beards. Men don’t have them until they grow up. Somebody said that, but I can’t remember who.”
    “Voltaire,” the younger man said. He rubbed his chin and smiled, a cheerful, unaffected smile. “Voltaire might be off the mark, though, when it comes to me. I have hardly any beard at all, but have loved thinking about things since I was a kid.”
    His face was indeed smooth, with no hint of a beard. His eyebrows were narrow, but thick, his ears nicely formed, like lovely seashells.
    “I wonder if what Voltaire meant wasn’t ideas as much as meditation,” Tsukuru said.
    The man inclined his