him to be. But her reaction to him was definitely a problem. A huge one.
Sheâd hoped that the more she was around the man, the more sheâd be able to control her racing heart and quell the ridiculous heat that colored her cheeks and warmed every inch of her body whenever she was near him. Trouble was, the more she tried to fight the attraction she had for the rawhide-tough rancher, the stronger it seemed to grow.
That fact hit harder than ever later that evening, as she left her room to go to dinner. Halfway down the staircase, she met Lex coming up. He was dressed very casually in jeans and a short-sleeved polo shirt. The moss-green color set off the tawny-blond streaks in his hair and the dark tan of his arms. She drank in the sight of him like a parched flower soaking up raindrops.
âThere you are,â he said, with an easy smile. âI was just coming up to fetch you.â
âOh. Have you been waiting?â
âNo. Mom is away for the evening, and I wanted to see if it was okay with you if we had our meal in the kitchen. I hope youâre going to say yes, because Iâve already sent Cook home.â
âOf course itâs okay with me.â In fact, Christina was happy about the change. Even though the dining room of the Saddler hacienda was very beautiful, she preferred a smaller, cozier setting to eat her meals, especially when there were only two people present.
âGood.â He wrapped an arm through hers and began to escort her down the remaining stairs and in the general direction of the kitchen. âWould you like a drink first? Since Momâs not here, Cook didnât make margaritas, but I can shake something up.â
Just the scent of him, the touch of his hand and the smile on his face were shaking her up. Much more than a splash of tequila. She wondered what he would think if he knew that. âActually, I donât normally drink anything alcoholic.â
He glanced her way. âIf having it around bothers you, you should have told us.â
Shaking her head, she said, âI donât expect people around me to be prudes, and I even drink spirits occasionallyâyou saw me drink a margarita the first evening I was here. But my father is a recovering alcoholic. Each time I take a sip, I think of what heâs gone through.â
âOh, Iâm sorry. How is your father doing now?â
She gave him a tentative smile. Talking honestly about Delbert Logan was something new for her. As a young girl, sheâd often lied to her friends so they wouldnât know about her fatherâs condition. Later on, as sheâd grown into womanhood, sheâd avoided talking about him altogether. Now, she sometimes had to remind herself that her father was becoming a different person. For the first time in her life, she could speak proudly of him. âHeâs not had a drink in over five years, and heâs working at a good job. I never thought heâd find the determination to turn his life around, but he has. And that makes me very happy.â
By now they were in a hallway that led to the kitchen, and when he paused and turned to her, she was suddenly reminded that the two of them were entirely alone in the big house.
âIâm glad for you, Christina,â he said, with a gentle smile. âAnd I apologize if I was prying. You didnât have to tell me all that about your father. You could have told me to mind my own business.â
The idea that he understood how difficult it was for her to talk about her fatherâs problem suddenly made it all very easy, and she gave his arm a grateful squeeze.
âItâs all right,â she quietly assured him. âItâs nice to be able to say good things about my father. I only wish my mother could get herself on a better track.â
âWhat does that mean?â
She urged him to keep walking toward the kitchen, and as the two of them strolled along, she said, âIt