Cowboy Way by Cindy Sutherland Read Free Book Online Page B

Ryan stroked up and down Jakes chest, knowing the emotional rollercoaster he must be on.
    He reached up and kissed Jake on the jaw, loving the feeling of stubble against his lips. “You okay?” Jake looked down, kissed him softly, and smiled.
    “Okay? I think Im perfect. God, Ryan, you have no idea.”
Ryan smirked at that. “Well, I kinda have some idea. Can I ask you something, though?” Jake nodded. “Well, what did you mean, at the end there, „didnt know? What didnt you know?”
Jake ducked his head, embarrassed. “I didnt know that sex could be like that. I mean, I had sex with girls before, and it was okay, we both enjoyed it, but I couldnt ever figure out what all the fuss was about. And I feel so stupid, sitting here talking about sex Ive had before, but now I know, thanks to you.” And he was blushing pretty hard for someone who had just had his mind blown on a blanket in the middle of the woods.
Ryan chuckled and hugged him closer. “First of all, that wasnt sex. That was making love, at least for me it was, and there is definitely a difference. And second of all, I am aware of the fact that you werent a virgin, although sex with men is different. I wasnt either, not that I have a lot of experience to talk about. But it helped that Ive been where you are, Jake.”
He couldnt stop touching him, tracing those swollen lips, around those intense blue eyes, through the soft, sweaty curls on Jakes head. And he loved how Jake leaned into the touch. It made him feel strong and protective, all at once.
“I hope youre never sorry about this, Jake, because I never will be.”
Jake rolled them over so that he was on top of Ryan, leaning down to trail kisses over his cheeks and eyes and down his neck. “I promise you, Ryan, I will never, ever be sorry about this.” He grinned and rolled his eyes a little, giving his hips a little roll, too, feeling the hardness of both of them between them. “Hmmm, wow, didnt think that was even possible.”
But Ryan had other ideas. He rolled them over, kissed Jake once, hard, then got up, reaching down a hand to help Jake up. Ryan grabbed Jakes clothes and passed them to him with another kiss before grabbing his and throwing them on. Jake looked a little confused and sort of concerned.
“Lets go back, Jake. We could both use a shower, and theres still work to be done.” Jake sighed and nodded. He walked over to Aragorn and saddled him while Ryan got the blanket and saddlebag ready. He saw Jake wince a little and got concerned. He attached the stuff to the saddle before stopping in front of Jake, putting his arms around his neck, and looking him in the eye.
“You okay? I didnt hurt you, did I?” He seemed really worried, and Jake slid his arms around to link in the small of Ryans back.
“Im fine, Ryan, promise. Im just a little sore, and I am pretty sure its normal.” He leaned down to whisper in Ryans ear. “I can still feel you inside me, and I like it.”
He nuzzled into Ryans neck, a little shocked by his own admission. Ryan held him close before pulling back and kissing him. The bit of sadness was back in his eyes, but Jake let it go for now. He didnt want to push Ryan while they were out here. It was an even more special place for him now. He would talk to him back at the ranch.
Ryan let go and insisted that Jake get on first. “That way you can lean against me and maybe get a little cushioning?” Now it was Ryans turn to blush a little. Jake grinned, but did as he was asked.
Ryan swung up behind him and scooted in close, so that Jake was almost sitting in his lap. He wrapped both arms around Jakes waist, letting him lean back against him. Jake loved the feeling of being cared for and grabbed one of Ryans hands, bringing it up to kiss the palm before putting it back on his stomach. They took one last look around their magical place, then Jake headed Aragorn for home.
When they got back to the ranch, they were surprised to see a truck in the driveway. Jake sighed and