my blitz. I still get a rush from hitting him that hard and causing the fumble. I wonder how heâs doing?
One other scene: Iâm at Kyraâs locker asking her to the dance. Did that happen today? I see a dark drain and watch myself swirl down. Why did I think sheâd go with me? âIâm going with Josh Stillwell,â she says. âHeâs the new quarterback, you know.â
Not anymore, Kyra. Youâre going to the dance with a guy on crutches.
Mom and Martha are shooting hoops in the driveway Saturday morning. Mom shows Martha how to aim for the square on the backboard. Mom makes five in a row. She played in high school and still has a good shot. Sheâs tall and thin. Iâm built more like her than Dad.
I eat my cereal and look at the sports section. Underneath the headline âE AGLES L OSE A NOTHER QBâ is a picture of Stillwell on the ground. Coach Sepolski says, âWe have to dig down deep to see what weâre made of.â I donât know about digging deep. What we need is a healthy quarterback.
I go outside and call for the ball. Martha tosses it, and I launch a three pointer. Nothing but net.
âNice shot,â she says.
âHold your left hand still.â I demonstrate. âYour left hand just holds the ball. Push with your right hand. Hit the corner like Mom showed you, and itâll go in every time.â I bank it in off the board.
Martha makes two in a row and jumps up and down. âThat helps, Miles.â
Mom turns to me. âYour dad wasnât happy after the game.â
âYeah, we lost another quarterback.â My mind races. Is there anything else?
âYour dad forgot some printer software. Heâs coming by to pick it up.â Sounds like a warning. She didnât tell him about the Blast, did she? Or did he find out about the party?
Martha rebounds for me and I make three jumpers in a row. I wipe my face with my T-shirt. Itâs already hot out.
Dad pulls in the driveway, and it takes one second to realize heâs angry. He comes straight at me and seems bigger than his three hundred pounds. âThat was a pisspoor performance last night.â
âI know. Stillwell broke his leg in two places.â
Mom and Martha pick up the ball and leave.
âIâm not talking about Stillwell. Iâm talking about you. You make one play and spend the rest of the game screwing around. What were you doing dancing on the sideline with Jones?â Heâs pointing his finger in front of my face. âI was trying to cheer him up.â
âThatâs not your job. You looked like a couple of morons. Do you have any idea who was sitting behind me watching that crap?â
âNo.â
âTwo college recruiters, the guys who give scholarships. They liked that first play of yours, but after that you didnât do a damn thing. Just pranced around the sideline. They noticed that, too.â
Iâm sure those scouts were watching Tyson, not me, but itâs better to stay quiet.
âA college scholarship is worth a lot of money. I suppose you havenât thought about how to pay for college.â
Dadâs right. I havenât thought about it.
âWhen I played football, if we werenât serious, we got our butts kicked. If I pulled a stunt like that, my dad would have whipped me good.â
I never knew my grandpa. Itâs hard for me to picture anyone whipping Dad.
âAnd why did Sepolski have Stillwell in there in the fourth quarter?â
âI donât know.â
âWhy the hellâs he calling that center screen?â
âI donât know. He didnât ask me.â
âThatâs the dumbest call heâs made yet. Up by twenty-eight and running a center screen. Getting your quarterback hurt.â
I nod my head and avoid eye contact.
âDonât let me catch you doing that crap on the sideline again. Next time, Iâll come out of the