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Brandon didnât allow Dr. Geist to finish. âI want my wife back,â he said angrily. âIâm tired of living in an empty house. Itâs been nearly twelve months since we made love. Condemn me if you wantââ
âIn other words, you just want me for sex?â Joanie asked through gritted teeth.
âNo,â Brandon shouted, then changed his mind. âI wouldnât object to us sleeping together, Joanie. In my opinion, these counseling sessions are useless.â He glared at Dr. Geist. âYou want us to make lists? Fine, Iâll give you one. Ten reasons my wife and children belong with me. Thatâs the only kind of list youâre going to get.â
âJoanie,â Dr. Geist said calmly. âAre you ready to sleep with your husband?â
âNo,â she said immediately. She wanted to rekindle more than desire. Yet sex seemed all Brandon wanted from her.
As far as she could see, he wasnât really trying, wasnât willing to do even the basic assignments Dr. Geist had charted out for them. He wanted everything, but was willing to give nothing.
âIâve sacrificed a lot in order to save this marriage,â Brandon announced. âNothing makes Joanie happy. It isnât enough that she brought me to my knees, now she wants to walk all over me.â
âThatâs not true,â she said, flushed with anger. â Iâve sacrificed, too.â
The entire session ended up being a shouting match between them. Joanie felt sick to her stomach by the time the hour was over.
As verbal as theyâd been during the session, neither said a word on the ride home. What remained unspoken seemed louder than any disagreement theyâd ever had. When he pulled into Buffalo Valley, Brandon didnât get out of the truck to help her with the baby or see her to the house.
Joanie paused at the curb, but knew sheâd only do more damage if she said anything now. Brandon was determined to misread any comment she made. The second sheâd stepped away from the truck, he drove off, tires squealing as he rounded the corner.
Swallowing the hurt, Joanie walked slowly toward the house, afraid it was too late for them both.
Three
H assie Knight knew she was an old woman, but sheâd never let that stand in her way. For years people had been telling her that someone her age was supposed to retire, to rest and take it easy. Sheâd always refused to listen. Until recently.
Last February sheâd suffered a heart attack that had left her weak as a newborn. Too weak to undergo open-heart surgery like those fancy doctors wanted. When theyâd first suggested she stay in the nursing home, Hassie was convinced it wouldâve been better had she died. But life was full of surprises, and sheâd actually enjoyed the rest and made several new friends.
Then, a couple of months later, her strength restored, sheâd had the needed surgery; sheâd even let her daughter fly in from Hawaii to fuss over her. By July, she was well enough to attend Gage Sinclairâs wedding to Lindsay Snyder.
Itâd been the most memorable summer in more years than she wanted to count. She was back, working at the pharmacy part-timeâor at least that was what she let everyone think. Only Leta knew she spent as many hours at the store as she always had.
Leta Betts was her best friend, and now, since Hassieâs heart attack, Leta was her employee, too. Although it was difficult to think of Leta in those terms. Seemed they had far too good a time for this to be considered work.
This particular Friday was a good example. Leta had spent the entire morning mounting a display of different-sized tissue boxes in the front of the store. That woman was more creative than Hassie had realized. Leta had carefully stacked the boxes into the shape of the Eiffel Tower. When she saw what her friend had done, Hassie laughed until her