at her previous show of emotion.
âThank you,â she whispered. âThank you so much. I⦠When do you want your house back?â
âLetâs look at it now,â he said and held out his hand. She looked at it but she didnât take it. Her reserve was back again. The woman whoâd sobbed her heart out was well hidden.
âOf course,â she said, stiffly, and led the way back down to the house, with Rusty limping along behind them. She ushered him into one room after another, letting him see it all.
Apart from yesterday heâd never been in this house. Whenhis father died it had already been let to tenants whoâd wanted to keep renting. A realtor had acted as intermediary, and thereâd been no opportunity or need for him to see it.
The grand old homestead was battered now, from years of renting, from six months of being used as an animal hospital and from the fires themselves. The building hadnât burned but it was still smoke stained and grim. The only furniture was what theyâd needed for the animal hospital.
The last room Tori showed him was what was obviously the master bedroom. He stood at the door and saw how sheâd been living for the past six months, and he drew in his breath in dismay.
There was a camp stretcher in the corner. There were half a dozen cardboard cartons acting as storage and as a bedside table. A basket lay in the corner for Rusty.
Nothing else.
At speed dating heâd thought sheâd looked dowdy. It was a miracle sheâd managed to look presentable at all.
âNo mirror?â he asked, trying to make it sound as though he was joking.
âNo mirror.â Sheâd recovered a little now; her voice was firmer. Moving on. âJust as well, as I suspect Iâd scare myself silly.â
âYou look all right to me.â
âSaid the man who looked at me like I was a porrywiggle on our five-minute date.â
âA what?â
âA tadpole. Something that wiggles out of pond scum.â
âI never saidâ¦â
âYou never had to. Have you seen enough?â
âMore than enough. Are these all your possessions?â
âI live light,â she said, in a tight voice. âI can be gone in half an hour.â
âWhere are you staying tonight?â
âYouâre not kicking me out tonight?â she demanded, alarmed, and he shook his head.
âIâm not kicking you out at all. Iâm asking if you have an alternativeâsomething a bit less appalling than here.â
âHereâs fine.â
âHereâs not fine. This place needs an army to make it habitable.â
âItâs a lovely house.â
âIt could be a lovely house. Itâs anything but now. Do you have anywhere you can go?â
âOf course I do,â she retorted, but he thought that she was lying.
There were all sorts of emotions twisting inside him right now. He didnât want to get involvedâwhen had he ever?âbut walking away from herâ¦
Heâd be as bad as Toby if he left her anchored to this place, to her grief, to her loss.
âCome down to Manwillinbah Lodge,â he found himself saying. âYou know the lodge?â
âI know it, butâ¦â
âBut what?â
âI canât.â
âWhy not?â
âItâs your place.â
âItâs a guesthouse and itâs almost empty. So Iâm offering, and I believe youâd be sensible to accept.â He spread his hands. âTori, either you stay here tonight in this bleak and lonely place and, I suspect, cry your eyes out again for a little koala called Manya, or you come down the mountain and let Rob take care of you while you regroup.â Then, as she hesitated, he added, âYou know, youâd be doing Rob a favour. He loves the lodge being full and he loves company. Since the fire, all his guests have come and stared out into the night and not