police searches of the farm, endure the distrust of almost everyone in town and tolerate whispering behind their backs. But what else could she have done? What else could she do now but pursue whoever was responsible? Lee Barker was her father, the only parent whoâd planned on sticking with her.
Besides, if she could get to the truth, wouldnât the Montgomerys ultimately be better off?
âI shouldâve hired a P.I. a long time ago,â she said. âMaybe it wouldâve brought me some peaceâand saved you from what happened last summer.â
He didnât comment on the murder charges thatâd been brought against him. Clay never made a big deal of his own difficulties. âAllie feels bad,â he said. âI hope you donât think she let you down with her investigation.â
âNo. Iâm the one who let the two of you down. I canât believe Iâ¦â She toyed with her paper-clip holder. She tended to avoid any reference to what had occurred at Allieâs dadâs fishing cabin the night she hired Hendricks. They all did. But she felt the need to address it today, to apologize once again. Clay couldâve died, and it wouldâve been her fault. She shuddered at the thought. âIâm so sorry for what I did.â
âDonât mention it. Hendricks was only supposed to rattle a doorknob or two. I know that.â
âBut you wouldnât have been hurt if I hadnât sent him there in the first place.â
âYou had no way of knowing heâd take it so far. Or that Iâd even be around that night.â
It was true, but sheâd never be able to forgive herself for resorting to the tactics sheâd used. If she hadnât allowed her hopes to soar so high when Allie returned to Stillwater and promised to look into her fatherâs disappearanceâor felt so damn helpless when Allie lost interestâmaybe she wouldâve been thinking more clearly. But her desperation and impatience had simply gotten the best of her. When she felt Allieâs commitment and enthusiasm beginning to lag, sheâd tried to shore it up by trying to convince her that someone out there was still a threat.
It had seemed like an innocent enough plan. But it had cost Hendricks, whoâd been a member of the Stillwater Police force, his job, a year in prison and probation after that. His wife was struggling to support their family without him and, had Hendricksâs aim been more accurate, Clay couldâve paid an even higher price. Madeline had only escaped prosecution because she hadnât intended any harm. Stealing Allieâs gunâand using itâhad been Hendricksâs idea.
She got up and paced the room. âSometimes I think about it andââ
â Donât think about it,â he said. âWe all make mistakes, do things we regret.â
She managed a tired smile at his generosity. âYouâre a good brother.â
He immediately moved forward with the conversation. âGrace tells me youâre hiring a private investigator. Someone from California.â
âThatâs right.â
âWhenâs he coming in?â
âThis Thursday. Iâm not sure what time.â She stopped at the window. Why hadnât Chief Pontiff called?If only he could come up with something that would finally solve thisâ¦.
âThat soon?â Clay said.
âYeah.â She wandered back to her desk and sank into her seat. âGrace doesnât seem to think itâll do any good.â
âThe odds arenât in your favor,â he responded.
She began doodling on a Post-it note. âSo you donât think I should do it, either.â
He didnât answer right away. When he did, he surprised Madeline. Sheâd been expecting his customary, âYou gotta do what you gotta do.â He said that whenever she asked his opinion on publishing a new lead or printing a