the cemetery once before.
All those possibilities stuck in the bruised places in my heart like slowly turning screws.
I couldnât go to the school, or to the Erland homeâat least, not without an excuse, and I hadnât thought of one yet. Iâd take a spin through the cemetery, though, I decided, on my way to Wal-Mart.
My cell phone jingled inside my purse as I was pulling onto the 101, heading south. I upended the bag and fumbled for the phone, afraid to take my eyes off the road. Arizona drivers, Iâve gotta tell ya, are stone-crazy. Maybe itâs the serotonin, from all that sunlight. Seasonal affective disorder in reverse. Maybe itâs the flat, straight roads. Whatever it is, most of them drive like maniacs, and last time I checked Phoenix was the number one city in the country for red-light fatalities.
âHello?â I said, swerving to avoid a white Expedition crossing in front of me to make a last-moment exit. âTucker?â
I hadnât dared to glance at the caller ID panel before I answered; even a split second could have meant months in traction, and I donât have that kind of spare time.
âSorry,â Jolie said. âItâs only your sister. You know, the black one?â
I was glad to hear her voice. âYeah,â I replied, grinning. âI remember. Whatâs up?â
âIâm on the job,â Jolie answered, and from the change in her tone I figured she must have cupped the phone with one hand, hoping her voice wouldnât carry. For Jolie, âon the jobâ probably meant she was standing over a body. âMoje, this is bad.â
âWhat?â I asked, navigating the road leading to the cemetery. If I wasnât careful, Iâd end up checking in for good, and the adrenaline rush brought on by Jolieâs words wasnât helping.
âI canât talk long,â Jolie said, hush-hush. âThe short version is Iâm standing in the desert about twenty yards from a corpse, and Iâm ninety-nine percent sure itâs Alex Penningtonâs.â
The Volvoâs tires squealed as I wrenched the car off the road, came to a stop in a restaurant parking lot. I was shaking. âNo!â
âYes,â Jolie replied with a sigh. âThe uniforms are here, and homicide is on its way. But itâs Alex, all right. Iâd know that asshole anywhere.â
âWho found him? How was he killed?â
âGotta go,â Jolie chimed, and hung up.
Something Greer had said the night before stung my brain. For all I know, heâs lying dead in the desert somewhere.
âShit,â I said to my empty car.
She couldnât have done it. She couldnât have killed Alex. The Greer I knew, while self-absorbed and famously high maintenance, simply wasnât capable of that.
I shook off the agitation and switched the dial to damage control.
How was I going to break news like this to Greer? Even though sheâd hired me to get the goods on Pennington, I knew she loved the guy, even hoped to have a family with him, which was why I didnât seriously entertain the notion that she might have killed him. I also knew she was still hoping heâd come out pure on the other end of my investigation. Instead, heâd come out dead.
A new and even more alarming thought elbowed its way to the forefront of my mind. What if he haunted me?
Goose bumps sprouted on my forearms, and even though it was a hundred degrees outside, I felt as though Iâd just stepped into a meat locker.
I did some deep breathingâ Damn Foolâs Guide to Relieving Stressâ and waited until the shaking subsided.
What to do?
Motor back to Greerâs and wait, pretending I didnât know Alex was a goner, until the police called or dropped by to tell her what had happened?
For one thing, I couldnât pretend that well. For another, Greer probably wasnât home. Even though she had a cast on her left