woman developed cancer and had to leave her job. She had a file about Mom and Dadâs murders. Sheâd kept that information all these years because the killers had never been found. I guess she didnât want to destroy the file until she felt my parents had some kind of justice. Anyway, not long before she died, she gave the file to Hannah. Something in that file really stirred up my sister.â
âDid she tell you what it was?â
âNo. I told her I wasnât interested in talking about the murders.â
âAnd did she back off?â
âYes, but I knew she wanted me to . . . I donât know, getinvolved in whatever she was doing.â I shook my head. âI just couldnât. I wanted to spend time getting to know Hannah again. And Cicely. The past was something Iâd tried hard to put behind me. I didnât want to get pulled back there again.â I shook my head. âI want closure too, Paul, but Hannahâs claims were just too unbelievable. I couldnât allow myself to get sucked in. It . . . hurt too much.â
âI understand,â Paul said. âIâm sure I would have felt the same way.â
âHannah seemed to understand too, but I know she was disappointed.â I took another sip of coffee before saying, âPaul, somethingâs happened. Something I want to share with you.â
âWhatâs that?â
I picked up my purse, opened it, and took out Hannahâs letter. I handed it to him and watched as he read it. His eyes widened with surprise. When he finished, he handed the letter back but didnât say anything.
âI know it sounds as if our parentsâ murders are connected to what happened to Hannah,â I said, âbut how could that be true?â I picked up my napkin and dabbed at my wet eyes. âWhat if I was wrong, Paul?â I said in a near whisper. âWhat if Hannah really did discover something important?â I put the letter back inside my purse. âAnd what if my reluctance to listen cost Hannah her life?â I gazed into dark brown eyes. âI donât know what to do.â
âFirst of all, youâre not responsible for what happened to Hannah,â Paul said emphatically. âDonât do that to yourself. As far as the rest of it . . . I donât know. The police need to see this letter.â
âNo.â
He looked confused. âI donât understand.â
âI donât want them to know about it . . . yet. Iâm afraid theyâll think Hannah was delusional. And what if Cicely finds out about it?â I shook my head. âI intend to wait. If they find the person who killed my sister, Iâm going to destroy the letter. Cicely will never know anything about it.â
Mary walked up to the table with our plates, so we stopped talking. I hadnât been aware of how hungry I was until I was faced with Maryâs marvelous stack of pancakes. We thanked her and she left to tend to other customers. I said something about how good our food looked, but Paulâs face was tense and he seemed distracted.
âHave I upset you? Do you disagree with me?â I asked.
âNo, itâs not that.â He picked up his fork and started eating.
I was convinced there was something else on his mind besides breakfast. Why had he wanted to meet me? We ate in silence until he asked me about school.
âIâm taking some time off,â I said. âReuben King has offered to fill in for me until Iâm ready to return.â
Reuben served as our townâs mayor. Even though our Mennonite population didnât officially acknowledge his position, he was still able to represent their needs, along with everyone elseâs, with government officials. Heâd done many things to help Sanctuary, and everyone admired him.
âThatâs great. Heâll do a good job.â
âYouâve been
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