and heâs going to need help. My husband and I donât feel heâs in the right state of mind to be caring for this baby yet. We need your help for now, Rachel, if youâre okay with that?â
Entering the bedroom, Rachel nodded. âOf course. Iâm the least affected by all of this, so Iâll focus on Jennyâs care, feeding and bathing.â
âExcellent,â Gwen said, giving her a warm smile. She pointed to the queen-size bed. âThis is a nicelarge room. If I were you, Iâd keep the door open to Jennyâs room.â
âOh,â Rachel assured her, âI will. Iâm so wired right now, I canât sleep, anyway.â
âHmm, arenât we all.â Placing her hands on her hips Gwen looked around. âIâve put towels, wash cloth and soap on your dresser over there. The bathroom is right across the hall. Cadeâs master-bedroom suite is on the other side of the nursery with a master bathroom. This will be all yours.â
âA hot bath sounds good,â Rachel said. She loved the wedding-ring-design quilt across her bed. The curtains matched the fabric in the quilt. The entire room, even the floor, was knotty pine. A braided green-and-white area rug completed the rustic look.
âIâm sure it does. Just one more thing and weâll leave you alone. Jenny needs goatâs milk.â
âCade told me.â
Nodding, Gwen lifted her hand. âLet me show you where we keep the bottles out in the kitchen. And then weâre going home to get some sleep after this crazy night.â
Rachel liked Gwenâs brusque, efficient manner. In some ways, she reminded her of her own mother, Daisy. Both women were short and lean. Gwenâs hands were reddened and chapped. Farm and ranch work took a lot out of the owners and Rachel knewthat from experience. Gwen walked quickly to the kitchen.
Cade looked up. Heâd been speaking to his father, Ray, at the counter.
âIâm just showing her where Jennyâs goatâs milk is,â Gwen explained, opening the refrigerator.
Rachel noticed the weather-lined face of Ray Garner. He was as tall as his son, but more wiry. He wore a blue-and-white-plaid long-sleeved shirt, jeans and a pair of well-worn cowboy boots. His gray felt Stetson lay on the round table at the end of the kitchen. Gwen slid her hand around Rachelâs arm and pulled her closer to the fridge.
âWe milk our goats twice a day. Cade was keeping a good supply for Lily and would take the bottles to her every morning before he went to work. Lily was very health-conscious and Jenny was thriving on goatâs milk.â She shut the fridge and led Rachel to the cabinets near the kitchen sink. âLily was very old-fashioned. She insisted on glass milk bottles, not the plastic ones. Theyâre in here.â She pointed up to them in the cabinet. And then in a lower tone, Gwen added, âAbby, Cadeâs wife, believed in glass bottles too, and thatâs why we have them.â
Heart aching, Rachel realized that Cade had not removed his lost family from the house. Could she have done if it had happened to her? She didnât think so. âThatâs fortunate,â she told Gwen, taking some of the bottles and placing them on the countertop. âDidAbby put the goatâs milk in the bottle and then set it in a pan of water on the stove to heat?â
Grinning, Gwen patted her shoulder. âYouâre very bright. Yes. Neither Abby nor Lily believed in using the microwave. They worried it might change the cellular structure of the goatâs milk. So, this might be old-fashioned, but we know itâs completely safe for the baby.â
Rachel nodded. âI was nanny for a little boy from India, and his mother insisted on glass bottles and no microwave, either.â
âWhew, thatâs good. I donât have to train you up in this, then.â
âNo, you