how to ruin some fun.â
âDonât you?â Billy persisted.
âNo. Not really. Heard a little.â
âWhat? Whatâd you hear?â
âSomethinâ to do with your mom and dad. Thatâs all.â
âI figured that much,â Billy said.
âIâm not from Shannon. Donât know their secrets.â Mel scratched his forehead.
âWhat secrets?â Billy said.
âEvery town has secrets.â
Billy grabbed his own mortar and trowel.
âMy advice,â Mel said, âis to leave well enough alone. At your age you got more important things to worry about.â
âLike?â
âWho youâre going to date this Friday. What youâre going to do with that engineering degree. Is the truck goinâ to last the summer without a breakdown?â
âAll right. Enough. I see your point.â
Billy worked hard all afternoon. By quitting time, he felt tired and hungry. On the way home, he contemplated stopping byLondonâs to say hello to Vicki, but changed his mind at the last minute.
As he pulled to a stop in his driveway, the odor of grilled chicken came from the house. His hunger pangs increased, so he quickly said hello to Alice and cleaned up for dinner. Fifteen minutes later he sat down to eat. âYour plan worked,â he said to her, not wanting her to think she had gotten away with anything behind his back.
She stared at him for a moment. âOh?â
âYeah,â Billy said, while putting food into his mouth. âHarry must have threatened Jack, because now he wonât get near me.â
âThatâs no loss,â Alice snorted.
Billy swallowed and gave Alice a hard look. âItâs my life now, Mom. You have no right to interfere.â
âHeâs not the typeââ she began.
âStop.â Billy held up his hand. âI donât care. Youâve gone behind my back. Your plan worked. Fine. Iâm just telling you to stay out of my business the next time.â
Alice pursed her lips. Billy watched her face as she rolled something around in her head, holding back words.
âI donât care if you want to keep something from me, Mom, just donât lie and go behind my back. Your worries are for you to keep, not me.â
Alice listened, looking more relieved as Billy talked on. She patted his hand at one point. âYouâre absolutely right. You have your own life to live.â
That evening they watched television together. Billy retired early, hoping to fall asleep and not wake until morning. But at two-thirty, he woke from a dream involving himself, William, and Jack, who was just about to say something.
Billy sat up and rubbed his face. He shivered even though he felt hot. He tried to remember what Jack had begun to say, but couldnât come up with any of the words. Sitting on the edge of the bed with his feet touching the floor, Billy waited until he stopped shivering. His mouth felt dry. Grabbing a T-shirt, he walked, in his boxers, out to the kitchen for a drink of water. He tried to remember more details of the dream. All that happened was the dream became lessvivid. The dream wasnât real, after all. Probably a mere review process that his mind went through, perhaps testing his bodyâs reactions, like the self-test mechanisms on some electronics equipment. So the question wasnât so much what the dream was about as it was how well his body reacted.
Billy sat on the couch and stared into the darkness while holding a glass of water next to his thigh. An owl hooted outside. The hollow sound indicated the presence of a low fog. Billy got up and walked to the front door. Cracking the door slightly, cold air rushed over him. If he hadnât been fully awake before that moment, he surely was then. He stepped outside and, sure enough, a fog hung just above the treetops. The owl hooted once again. Billy wanted to get dressed and take a drive, but had