see a, um, bird on my chest?â I didnât want to define my spirit guide as a raven any more than Mel wanted to confess to her own totem animals. It was irrational, but I felt strongly about it, and Mel didnât look surprised as she shook her head.
I whooshed air out and put my head on my knees for a moment. Memory crept over me and I peeked up again, the Sight in place once more.
Breath only showed up in cold air, and Melindaâs sanctuary was nice and warm. But I still saw the particles of my exhalation dance across the power lines, shaking down the magic that had grown up. I stared at it, flabbergasted. The only other time Iâd opened a power circle, itâd been with a blood sacrificeânot, in the grand scheme of things, the best way to go. It struck me that the breath in my lungs was just as important a component of what kept me alive, and, as far as offerings went, seemed pretty profound. âI think youâve got to teach me how to deliberately awaken a power circle, Mel.â Before I did something critically stupid and woke up dead from attempting it someday. My raven guide probably wouldnât have let that happen just now, but I didnât like to think what couldâve happened if I hadnât already entreated him.
It also struck me that breath was, in its way, incidental. Once it left the body, it became part of the air again, always in transition. That might have accounted for the disconnect I felt with the magic powering the circle.
I suspected that on a fundamental level, what Iâd just accidentally done was extremely dangerous. I scrambled up out ofthe circle and did my best to hide behind Melinda, who was at least seven inches shorter than I was. âSoon,â I added. âMaybe now would be good.â
âNot unless youâve got a babysitter in your pocket. The kids would be too much distraction.â
I felt my pocket. âI have a cell phone. Thatâs almost as good.â
Melinda laughed. âCell phones are notoriously bad at watching three-year-olds. They have no defense system.â
âBut Gary does! Maybe I can get him to come over when he gets off shift.â I pulled the phone out and it rang, surprising me enough that I nearly dropped it. Caroline giggled and waved her hands, apparently delighted by my antics. I gave her a finger to hold and, charmed by her smile, picked up the call without looking to see who it was.
âWalker,â Morrison said tightly. âGet to the morgue as fast as you can. Somethingâs happening to the bodies.â
CHAPTER FIVE
Charlie Groleski had shriveled into a husk.
If I hadnât known better, Iâd have thought he was an ice-age corpse, the kind that occasionally turns up in glaciers. His skin had that same dried brown leathery look to it, with his hair matted and stringy by turns, and his fingers clawed as if great age had withered them to nubs. He had a faint odor of decay, the smell of something so long dead that itâs given up stinking and is just a few hours away from collapsing into nothing. Part of me wanted to give him a prod and see if he would fall in on himself and become nothing more than a dust shadow on the cold morgue slab.
I resisted, based on the certainty that it wouldnât win me any friends, but I really wanted to. Billy, as if suspecting the direction of my thoughts, edged between me and Groleskiâs body, and pointed toward Karin Newcombâs.
Iâd been avoiding looking at her, a little afraid I might recognize her after all. I didnât; either weâd never crossed paths in the months weâd lived in the same apartment building, or sheâd become one of a blur of college-aged brunettes whoâd lived there in the seven years I had. Either way, she deserved better. Whether she deserved better of the world at large, or me in specific, though, I wasnât sure.
Unlike Groleski, she hadnât had time to freeze, but like