was about Cade. No other man could really measure up to him, and it was cruel to lead a man on when she had nothing to offer him. She was as innocent as a child in so many ways, but Cade obviously thought she was as sophisticated as her outward image. That was a farce. If only he knew how long sheâd gone hungry wanting him.
She closed her eyes and forced her taut muscles to relax. She had to stop worrying over the past and get some sleep. The funeral was tomorrow. Theyâd lay her poor father to rest, and then perhaps she and her mother could tie up all the loose ends and get on with the ordeal of moving and trying to live without the wealth theyâd been accustomed to. That would be a challenge in itself. She wondered how she and Gussie would manage.
CHAPTER FOUR
A S B ESS EXPECTED , there was a crowd at the simple graveside service, but it wasnât made up just of friends and neighbors. It was a press holiday, with reporters and cameras from all over the state. On the fringe of the mob Bess caught a glimpse of Elise Hollister, stately and tall, standing with her three sons. She caught the older womanâs eye, and Elise smiled at her gently. Then, involuntarily, Bessâs eyes glanced at Cade. He looked very somber in a dark suit, towering over his mother and his brothers, Gary and Robert. Red-haired Rob was outgoing, nothing like Gary and Cade. Gary was bookish, and kept the accounts. He was a little shorter than Cade, and his coloring was lighter and he was less authoritative. Bess turned her attention back to what the minister was saying, aware of Gussieâs subdued sobbing beside her.
The cemetery was on a small rise overlooking the distant river. It was a Presbyterian church graveyard with tombstones that dated back to the Civil War. All the Samsons were buried here. It was a quiet place, with live oaks and mesquite all around. A good place for a manâs final resting place. Frank Samson would have approved.
âMy poor Frank,â Gussie whimpered into her handkerchief as they left the cemetery. âMy poor, poor Frank. However will we manage without him?â
âFrugally,â Bess said calmly. Her tears had all been shed the night before. She was looking ahead now to the legal matters that would be pending. Sheâd never had to cope with business, but she certainly couldnât depend on Gussie.
She helped her mother into the limousine and sat back wearily on the seat as the driver climbed in and started the engine. Outside, cameras were pointed in their direction, but Bess ignored them. She looked very sophisticated in her black suit and severe bun atop a face without a trace of makeup. Sheâd decided early that morning that the cameras wouldnât find anything attractive in her face to draw them to it. They didnât either. She looked as plain as a pikestaff. Gussie, on the other hand, was in a lacy black dress with diamonds glittering from her ears and throat and wrists. Not diamonds, Bess reminded herself, because those had already been sold. They were paste, but the cameras wouldnât know. And Gussie had put on quite a show for them. She didnât look at her mother now. She was too disappointed in the spectacle sheâd made of their grief. That, too, was like Gussie, to play every scene theatrically. Sheâd left the stage to marry Frank Samson, and that was apparent, too.
âI donât want to sell the house,â Gussie said firmly, glancing at her daughter. âThere must be some other way.â
âWe could sell it with an option to rent,â Bess said. âThat way we could keep up appearances, if thatâs all that matters to you.â
Gussie flushed. âBess, whatâs gotten into you?â
âIâm tired, Mother,â Bess replied shortly. âTired, and worn-out with grief and shame. I loved my father. I never dreamed heâd take his own life.â
âWell, Iâm sure I didnât