satisfaction on her face was easy to read.
âWell, more than talking, actually. Iâve been giving him a few lessons.â
âHandling lessons?â
âDo try to keep up, Melanie. That is what weâre talking about, isnât it?â
I stared at her suspiciously. Davey enjoyed playing soccer and basketball. Heâd tried a little acting and he liked to write short stories. He had plenty going on in his life without being coerced into adding another activity that suited Aunt Pegâs interests more than his own.
âWhose idea was this?â I asked.
âDaveyâs, of course.â
I sat and waited.
âAnd perhaps a little of mine.â
Now we were getting closer to the truth.
âAdmit it, youâve been very busy lately,â said Aunt Peg.
âI had a baby three months ago! Thereâs a reason Iâve been busy.â
âNevertheless, Davey might have been receiving a little less attention than he was used to.â
I sat back in my chair, feeling deflated. That hit me where it hurt. Had I been so wrapped up in Kevin and his needs that Iâd been shortchanging Davey? Was it possible that Iâd been too sleep deprived to notice that my older son was feeling left out?
Motherhood. If thereâs a harder job, Iâd like to know what it is.
I looked down at my plate and realized that while I was listening, Iâd managed to eat the entire scone. With butter.
âDid Davey tell you that?â I asked.
âNot in so many words.â
Drawing information out of Aunt Peg was like trying to call a hunting dog off a scent. You might as well just give up and wait until she was darn good and ready to give in.
âDavey didnât say anything. But the circumstances speak for themselves. You have a new husband and a new baby. There have been a lot of changes in Daveyâs life recently, along with many new things for him to adapt to.â
âYouâre talking about changes that Davey wanted . . . changes that he likes . . .â
I heard myself protesting and stopped. Aunt Peg was making me feel guiltier by the moment. Which, knowing Aunt Peg, was probably her intention.
âWith everything else thatâs going on in your life right now, I thought it might do him good to have a special project to work on by himself. Something that was all about him and nobody else.â
âBut junior showmanship?â I asked dubiously.
âThink about it,â said Aunt Peg. âItâs what I know. Itâs not as if I was going to teach him tap dancing or origami. Showing dogs is what Iâm good at.â
Even so. âDoes Davey want to learn to show dogs?â I asked.
âFunny that you canât answer that question for yourself,â said Aunt Peg. âHow is it that youâve never asked him?â
âI haveââ I said, then stopped and thought.
Maybe I hadnât. Maybe Iâd been waiting for him to indicate an interest on his own. Kids these days, especially those who grew up in high-achieving, high-stress areas like Fairfield County, were pressured to learn, and perform, and excel in so many different ways. Whenever possible, I tried to back off from adding more expectations from Daveyâs already full agenda. Maybe I had been remiss.
âYouâve been giving him lessons?â I asked.
Aunt Peg nodded. âHeâs quite good for his age. Considering the length of his arms and his stride, someone his size would probably do better with a smaller dog. But the Poodles are very accommodating and they know whatâs expected of them, which helps. So between them they manage to make it work.â
I gazed around the room. All of Aunt Pegâs Standard Poodles, with the exception of Custer, had competed in the show ring long enough to earn the fifteen points required to complete their championships. They were probably just as good at teaching Davey what was expected of him as Aunt