glanced at the cover. A man held an adoring woman in his well-dressed arms. Since when did she take to reading romances? She was already disappointed enough in our relationship, the last thing she needed was an idealistic hero to compare me with.
âYou think youâd know what to do with her?â I asked the one-dimensional man, before setting the book back down as Iâd found it.
I left the bedroom and walked into the living room. Everything was tidy as usual. Kyra had been such a pack rat when Iâd first met her, but over the years my anal need for order and cleanliness had rubbed off on her. Now, like me, she preferred everything in its place.
A fish bowl sat on an end table beside a lamp. A small blue beta floated between two leaves of a fake plant nestled into blue gravel. Iâd forgotten all about our fish, Steve. I tapped on the glass, wondering if he was dead, but he took off like a shark was hot on his tail.
Good old, hearty beta fish, I thought. The perfect pets. They didnât need to be walked or petted and could even go days without food. Too bad I didnât marry one.
I sprinkled a few flakes on top of the water, then checked my watch. This time tomorrow my wife would be home. I recapped the fish food, took one more look around our home, and shut the door behind me.
Eight
You only want what you donât have until you get it.
Who was it who had said that to me recently? I rubbed the back of my neck, trying to remember. Right now, I wanted only to see Kyra walk through the door so I could take her home. Of course, solving the dilemma of getting her out of Batten Falls was only going to force me to face bigger problems.
I felt like a weary old man as I sat in the now-familiar conference room waiting for Dr. Hershing to join me. I looked at the wall clock. Already twenty minutes had passed. What was taking him so long? If the man would come on already, I could still make it to the lot by noon and get a halfway-decent nine-hour shift in.
Air-conditioning poured in from the vent right above me, causing a single cobweb strand to flutter in its breeze. Feeling the chill, I slipped my suit jacket off my chair and put it back on. When I looked up, Hershing stood before me.
In one hand he held a notepad. The other was extended toward me. âGood morning, Eric.â
I shook his hand, looking at the door. âGood morning. Whereâs my wife?â
He slid his fingers from my grip. âKyra will be down shortly, but I wanted to discuss a few things with you first.â
I gave my watch what I hoped was an obvious glance. âIâm kind of in a hurry.â
He pulled out a chair and sat. âWhat could be more important than your wife, Mr. Yoshida?â
Deciding whether or not to respond to the jab, I licked my lips, tasting the cola Iâd drunk on the way over.
He flashed an almost-genuine smile as he set his interlocked hands atop the pad heâd carried in. âI have a few questions for you before I release Kyra to your care.â
Oh good, more questions. âHave at it.â
âIs it true you and your wife are separated?â
I felt my face catch fire. âWho told you that?â
âYour stepfather, Alfred.â
âYou spoke with him again?â
âNo, just when Kyra was admitted.â
So Hershing had already known the state of our marriage when he asked me the other day if our twenty years together had been good? That figured. âStop playing games. You already know the answer, so why bother asking? Why donât you tell me about my marriage since you know so much?â
He looked down at his hands as though in prayer, but instead of praying, he read something on the legal pad. âYouâre very defensive, Mr. Yoshida, but you donât need to be with me. I was married once. I understand how difficult things can be at times.â
I studied him. So he was divorced and planning on giving me advice? The blind