a house counsel position with a small medical device manufacturer a few weeks later.
Thatâs one thing about Carly; no matter how offensive sheâs been to me, she continues to act as if she has some sort of God-given right to keep coming back for more favors.
Of course, I gave her what she wanted.
Maybe because of what she thought of as her disgraceful termination, and maybe because she was still jealous of my relationship with her mother, until yesterday, I hadnât heard from her in over a year, when she was in trouble again.
Maybe George is right. Maybe our relationship is seriously co-dependent. I need to rescue her as much as she needs the help.
Knowing that doesnât change it.
My thoughts started to wander down the well-trodden path of my feelings for Kate, who had been my motherâs best friend and like a mother to me since Mom died when I was sixteen.
I jerked myself back to the present.
No point in going over that ground again.
Wherever my relationship with Kateâs daughter had gone wrong, rehashing history wasnât going to change it. The only reason to relive history is to avoid making the same mistakes. Otherwise, youâre just wallowing in the pastâan indulgence I know from experience wonât get me anywhere.
If I had back all the hours Iâve spent trying to figure out how to make Carly stop acting like a spoiled child, Iâd be at least three years younger.
I picked up the phone and dialed Carlyâs office number.
âGood morning, MedPro,â the receptionist answered the phone. I asked for Carly Austin and was put through to her office. Carly picked up on the first ring.
âCarly, its Willa.â
âJudge Carson! Iâm so pleased you called me back.â
âDid you think I wouldnât?â
Some hesitation. Then, cryptically, âIâd like to see you for an hour or so. Would it be possible for me to meet you somewhere?â
I felt the frown lines between my eyebrows, and consciously tried to relax them. I remembered Dr. Aymesâs comments on age lines. No point in getting needles punched in your face before you have to.
Carly sounded cheerful, almost normal. Not the nervous, timid woman who sat across the table from me yesterday. Sheâd always been confident and self-assured. Even when she was fired by the prosecutorâs office, she hadnât seemed cowed. Yesterday, she did. Now, she didnât.
Confused, I wanted to strangle her and put us both out of my misery. âLook, about Dr.ââ
She jumped in. âLetâs talk when I see you, shall we? How about your office? Maybe three oâclock? Thanks.â
My protest fell into empty space.
Annoyed, I dialed Frank Bennett. If theyâd identified the body, I could put Carlyâs mind to rest this afternoon and bow out completely. He answered after the first ring.
âFrank, Willa Carson here.â
âWilla! How nice to hear from you. Whatâs up?â Frank has a nose for news, obviously. Iâd never called him before. The direct approach wasnât always best.
We talked about the fund-raiser, Senator Warwick, and Georgeâs disappointment that Elizabeth Taylor no-showed last night. Frank was covering the Warwick campaign, and asked if I knew when the senator would be in town again.
Finally, I worked into the real reason for my call.
âFrank, since our talk last night about that body they pulled out of Tampa Bay, Iâve been curious about something, and I havenât seen anything on your newscasts about it.â
âWhatâs the problem?â
âYou said something about the guy being dead already when he hit the waterââ I tried to sound tentative, unsure. Not easy for me.
âYes?â He volunteered nothing. Rather unlike Frank, I thought. Maybe heâd been told to report anyone asking questions about the body. I wished Iâd thought of that before I called him; too late