said.
âAnna, what are you going to do?â Lauren asked.
âI donât know.â Anna wrung water from a towel into a blue plastic bucket. âIâm too shocked to think straight.â
âIâm thinking fine. You should get rid of him,â Joy said.
âThat would be a shame. Theyâre great together,â Lauren told Joy.
âMaybe not anymore.â Anna took a deep, sad breath and closed her eyes for an extra-long blink. âIâve never misread anybody so badly in my life. I trusted him. I canât believe he wouldnât have told me. Heâs always honest.â
â Was always honest,â Joy corrected.
Anna rubbed her towel over the floor. âI donât think I can ever trust a man again.â
As she wrung out her towel, she glanced out the front door, which was open to let in fresh air. Jeff was running down the sidewalk toward her, his briefcase clutched against his heart.
C HAPTER 6
P anting for breath, Jeff ran up to the house, and Anna stepped onto the porch. Ash grayed her clothes. Her face was grimy, and her hair, an unruly mess. But she was there! In one piece! Unhurt!
âYouâre all right!â he shouted. As he hurried down the sidewalk, relief washed over him. He thought Anna had come out to meet him, as glad to see him as he was to see her.
âIâm all right, but Earnest isnât. Heâs at Dr. Nilsenâs clinic,â Anna said.
Jeff stopped. His stomach lurched. âWhat happened?â
âHe inhaled smoke.â
âDr. Nilsen doesnât think heâll die, does he?â
âHe doesnât know.â
The news sent Jeff reeling.
He set his foot on the bottom step, intending to climb up to the porch, put his arms around Anna, and hug her like heâd never let her go. They could comfort each other. They could be strong for Earnest together.
âDonât. Come. Up. Here.â
Jeff put his foot back on the sidewalk and stared at her.
Annaâs voice was a dark, bruising purple. Red splotched her pale cheeks. The animation that was always in her face seemed to have dried up and blown away, so that her expression was frozen. Her jaw looked like it might splinter if she took a step toward him.
âAnna, whatâs the matter?â Sheâs got to be worried sick about Earnest. So am I.
âAre you filing for a permit to tear down this house?â
Jeff tried to swallow, but his throat stiffened. âWhereâd you hear that?â
âFrom Kimberly. Is it true?â
âYes, but let me explain. . . .â
âI donât want to hear your excuses. Theyâre too much for me right now.â
âJust a minute . . .â Jeff said.
âYou know I love this house. How could you?â The little tufts he loved to smooth in Annaâs hair seemed to bristle.
âI meant only the best for you. For us,â Jeff defended.
âHow could you possibly think it would be best for us?â Anna asked.
âBecause . . .â
âItâs horrible.â
âJust listen . . .â
âI donât want to talk with you today.â
Anna would hardly look at him. She acted as if resting her gaze on him for longer than ten seconds would scorch her eyeballs.
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On the way back to Seattle, Jeff stared out the ferry window. Puget Sound looked smooth as glass. The cloudless sky was the celestial blue that painters use for angelsâ robes. The sunny afternoon invited him to ignore all troubles.
But after seeing Anna, in Jeff âs mind a storm of worry brewed, and gales lashed his thoughts. Earnest might be fighting for his life, and that was horrible enough. But Anna? Snippets of her last few statements hit him like needles of sleet.
âI canât trust you.â
âI donât understand how you could have so little regard for my feelings.â
âI donât think I can live with you right now. One of us has to move