later.â
He tried to remember what the âRichâ he thought he had heard sounded like. He couldnât recall. It was muffled and distant. He could have been mistaken. It could have just been a ringing in his ears and not his wife calling his name, whispering it. âRich. Rich.â
He must be imagining things.
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Rich drove to the NorthPark Mall. If she wasnât there, he didnât know where she could be.
Dillardâs at NorthPark was just off Central Expressway. He found two white Town & Country LXi minivans near Dillardâs, but they werenât Didiâs.
What was their license plate? TRX something. Or was it THX? No, THX was the sound system he was trying to talk Didi into buying. The license plate was TRX 6 somethingâor was it 7?
He saw a third Town & Country and slowed down. TJX 672. That was their car. He couldnât believe it. She was at the mall. He had been wrong about her. She was at the mall and had forgotten all about him.
Rich was first mad, then relieved, then mad again. He parked his car a few spaces away from hers and walked over. He opened the door to look in. The car was as they had left it last night after going out to Applebeeâs for dinner. Toys on the floor, newspapers, some shopping bags. Nothing new, nothing he hadnât seen before. The shopping bags were from last weekendâs shopping expedition. Rich had been with Didi when they bought some clothes from Gap Kids.
He slammed the door shut and locked it. The car beeped once to let him know it was locked.
Thatâs when Rich saw a white paper bag on the ground and bent down to pick it up. He thought it was something that had fallen out of the minivan when he opened the door, but when he looked inside the bag he saw it had one whole and one half-eaten pretzel in it. He felt the pretzels through the bag. They were soft, and this surprised him. He had expected them to be hard. This bag was not something that had been in the car for two weeks. The bag itself was ripped, with a chunk missing. Rich pulled out a receipt for 2x items at 1.19 ea., bought and paid for with $3.00 at 12:25 P.M. today.
He turned the bag over a couple of times and noticed brownish stains that could have been chocolate. He smelled them. They didnât smell like chocolate. They smeared onto his hands. But wait, was Rich going crazy? He put the bag to his face to smell it again.
He doubled over, feeling as if someone had punched him in the stomach.
The bag smelled of his wifeâs hand lotion. He knew the smell of her lotion very well. Didi wore it all the time, and the aroma would linger long after Didi had left a room. From Bath and Body WorksâSun-Ripened Raspberry. It smelled berryish and creamyâgood enough to eat with a spoon. Rich had watched Didi put it on this morning after her shower and before they made plans for lunch. He had watched her spread it over her arms and legs and neck and remembered thinking how lovely she was with that belly of hers. Grudgingly realizing he wasnât mad at her anymore, he had asked her to have lunch with him after her doctorâs appointment. Usually he went to the doctorâs with her, but today he was interviewing a candidate for the southwest regional sales manager job all morning and couldnât make it. Why hadnât he gone with her?
It was her lotioned hands that had clutched the pretzel bag. Maybe another woman, wearing raspberry lotion on her hands, had bought not one but two of the sweet pretzels his wife loved only five minutes before Didi called him in a sharp voice, asking him to come to lunch early. And then dropped the bag right near their minivan.
Rich didnât believe in coincidences. This was his Didiâs pretzel bag.
He was sure now it had been her voice he heard calling for him from wherever she was, connecting to him, and he had hung up on her and couldnât get her back.
Holding the bag in his hands