yeah, somehow she acts like you. God if she and Maddie act like we did; Liam and I are in some deep shit. I’m going to go, but remember to watch over us. We have some messed up shit going on, but you know, we Carls’s and Ellis’s always stick together. I love you my beautiful sister. Sending you butterfly kisses.”
I walk away and sit in the SUV and cry why Liam sits back down and talks to Ads. I felt like I couldn’t breathe when I use to come here, how do you just forget about your best friend of twenty years? You don’t. I’ve learned to live without her and it’s one of the hardest things I’ve ever in my life had to do. My cell phone vibrated and I looked down to see it was Nikki. Perfect timing.
“Hey bitchbag, how are you?” I ask laughing because I know exactly what her come back will be.
“Hey ho ebag, how are my girls doing?” she asks, my girls love their Aunt Nikki, she spoils them. She just sent them both OSU cheerleading outfits. I’m still not sure about telling her about the baby and it might not be Liam’s.
“Their good, there with mine and Liam’s mom s right now. I had a doc appointment, and we stopped by to see Addison. When you coming out for that wedding shopping?”
“Everything okay ? I worry about you, after everything you have been through. I know I need to fly out, how about next Friday? Will that weekend be good for you?”
“Umm, yeah that’s great actually , and I need a spa day for sure. Well I will text you later this week, I love you sweets!” I say, as I sigh. I miss her and really wish I could talk to her about this right now.
“I love you bitchface”
Yeah, that’s how we know we love each other, we have always called each other names like that. Always will.
I can see Liam wiping his eyes and walking towards me, he doesn’t go to the driver side; he comes to my side. He opens the door. I turn to face him, as he wraps his arms around my waist, I can feel his body tremble. He is crying harder than I’ve ever seen him cry.
“Baby, what is it , everything’s okay? I know you miss her. I miss her too. She is with us, Liam, she is in our hearts, and both of our girls have a piece of her.” I say pulling his face into mine. Hell, who was I fooling, I just sat here and broke down myself and probably will again before the night is over.
“Lila, I don’t want to know. I don’t want the test done. He is mine , baby. I know he’s mine. You are mine so therefore, he is mine. Please don’t have it done. I can’t stand the thought of you or baby bean being with him. Ever”
“Oh, Liam, is that what this is about?”
“Yes and no. Damnit, I miss Addison, my parents, and hell even your dad. Coming here just always upsets me. But what if we have the test done and he isn’t mine? Then what? I know what I want you to do, but do you know what you want? Do you want to be with him, if baby bean is his?”
“Look at me, don’t you ever think I don’t want you. Yes, I fucked up, I had sex with Evan and I have told you, I love him. But not the way I love you, you are my whole world Liam Anthony Ellis. You hear me, you are it for me, always have been. This doesn’t change anything, if I do have the test done and the baby is his, then we will see if he will sign his rights over, if he doesn’t, we can leave the country if you want? You aren’t losing us, ever. Now let’s get home, we have a bet, remember?” I say as I pull him in and take his bottom lip between my teeth.
“Okay . We got this, baby, team Ellis is in full effect.”
“That’s my Liam . Yes, we have this! Now take me home so I can get a foot rub.”
Li am won the damn bet , unless our mothers are hiding all the baby stuff they bought. So it’s two days later, my mom has the girls, and I’m about to oil myself and my sexy man up. He is lucky I’m pregnant or we would be playing some twister while oiled up. Yeah, we did that once and I thought he broke his hip. So he says we