since heâd enlisted. Jack still couldnât get over the power of seeing his brotherâs living, breathing face, talking and laughing in real time, on another continent, with the sound of mortar exploding behind him.
Once heâd asked Charlie just to leave Skype on, even if he couldnât stay on it himself, and for an hour or so, Jack sat listening to the sounds of a marineâs life halfway around the world. It sounded completely different from his California existence. There were coughs and laughs and snippets of unintelligible conversation. There was an alarm, then a distant explosion; there was the beeping of Skype alerts and cell phone rings. He found it all fascinatingâlistening in to the most exotic and distant localeâa place where his brother was bound to remain without him.
On Skype tonight, Charlieâs name was grayed out; he wasnât online. Jack smacked his hand against the steering wheel. He scrolled through other names on the Skype list, and found Ernesto Olveiros, one of Charlieâs closest friends. Jack and Ernesto had talked several times before when he couldnât get ahold of Charlie. He was frequently on Skype, trying to call his family in Missouri. Besides that, he was friendly and eager to talk to Jack about Charlieâor anything else.
Jack was glad to find anyone who was in close proximity to his brother.
He clicked on Ernestoâs name, and in a moment, his face appeared on the screen. The connection wasnât great; the image kept freezing, but Jack was still thrilled.
âHey, hippie. Howâs slacker-ass commie life treating you?â Ernesto wore desert fatigues, a T-shirt, and sunglasses pushed back on his head. Charlie had told him that Ernesto had his own family, with two small kids, but he looked like a kid himself to Jack.
âWhereâs Charlie?â
âMade any hemp blankets lately?â
âCâmon, man, where is he? Where are you guys?â
âI canât tell you that, dude. You know that.â
The connection suddenly dropped. Ernestoâs face froze.
The rain pounded against the hood of the car. The Wi-Fi bars indicated a weak signal, and Jack tried holding the laptop up in the air toward the house. The connection became only a little stronger. Jack quickly slapped the car into gear and coasted forward a bit, to get more in line with the house.
âErnesto? Can you hear me?â
Ernestoâs face became unfrozen, and Jack barely heard him say, âI canât hear you. Itâs not a very â¦â He faded out again.
âIs Charlie there? Is he okay?â
âHeâs fine ⦠call back.â
The words and images were skipping, then settling.
âAre you guys still in Kandahar? Is his unit out on a mission right now?â
Ernesto shifted uncomfortably. âYes. See, I shouldnât have even told you that. Whatâs with the third degree, dog?â
âErnesto, please, itâs important.â
âWell, heâs not anywhere where he can have a conversation right now. But they gotta be back by 1500 hours, 2:30 A.M. on your side. If you wanna wait upââ
âTell him to Skype me the second heâs back, okay? Iâm going to try to stay online.â
âCanât hear you.â
âTell him to call me!â Jack rubbed his temple.
âWhatâs up with you, man?â
Even across the world, it must have been apparent that he was overwrought.
âIâm going to try to wait online, all right? Iâll try to stay on Skype until heâs back.â
Ernesto leaned closer to the camera. âYou in a car?â
Jack ignored the question. âIf he gets back sooner, make sure he talks to me.â
Ernestoâs words and image skipped, then settled.
Jack put his hand to his head; something was happening again. He looked up at the rearview mirror into his own eyes. They glowed, and a strange halo of sparkling lights