and gave it to him.â
âWhy do they even hang out together?â I said. Steven McInnis wasnât that well-liked, except for when he was with Jay.
âThe great football brotherhood,â Jen said. Her voice lowered dramatically and she waved her hands in the air. âOnce, they would have gathered naked in great Roman coliseums and wrestled to the death. Bloodbaths of honor. Now, they hide under layers of padding and throw a stupid ball across a field.â
âShame how things have changed. They used to get all oiled up, too,â Selena said over our laughter. âGleaming muscles. Ooh yes. Now weâre lucky if guys donât smell like hogs.â
I snorted. âYou watch too many gladiator movies. Iâm pretty sure those ancient guys were ripe, too. Deodorant wasnât invented back then.â
âLucky for girls back then, body spray wasnât invented, either. I hate when guys douse themselves in that stuff. Yuck.â Jen shoved a handful of popcorn in her mouth and unscrewed a bottle of nail polish.
âI prefer a little smelly to oily and naked.â Bean wrinkled her nose. âBut mostly, I wouldnât want to see their . . . things flinging all over the place when they wrestled. Ew .â
âYour imagination is lacking.â Selena giggled and reached over me to tickle Bean in the ribs. âI just wouldnât want to see the junk of anyone around here. But gladiators? Oh yes. Give me a real man any day.â
âBlah, blah, college guys. Yeah, weâve heard it before. This town isnât a complete wasteland of boys,â I said, shoving Selena back in her place. A half-popped kernel stuck in my teeth and I paused to dig it out.
âAre you talking about T. J.?â Selena said. âHotness is not everything.â
âWorks for now.â I shrugged. âNot like Iâm trying to find my soul mate and settle down or anything.â
âWhat about Jay? I can imagine him in some kind ofgladiatorial combat,â Selena said.
Jen scowled at the way her nail polish brush skipped across her finger messily. âCan we not talk about my brother and oil at the same time? Iâm going to puke.â
âYou two would be cute together,â Selena continued, nudging Bean. âHe keeps sitting next to you at lunch.â
âSeriously?â Bean gave Selena an incredulous look. âHe just barely broke up with Hailey. Itâs like second degree of separation spit swapping.â
âGross,â I agreed.
Jen blew on her nails to dry them and looked at us. Saying nothing.
âThis town needs some new blood.â Selena sighed. âDid you happen to invite anyone I donât know to your party, Jen?â
âI invited everyone who matters.â Jen frowned at her nails and reached for a cotton ball to wipe off the red polish.
âSo, same old, same old, then,â Selena said.
âThere are some nice guys around here,â Bean said. âWhat about Noah Michaelson? Didnât you say you invited him, Kayla?â
Selena pulled her shoulders a few inches off the floor so she could give Bean the evil eye. âHeâs weird. Does he ever say a word to anyone? I donât think you actually love me anymore.â
âYouâre one to talk. Didnât you just suggest Jayââ She broke off, her smile fading and her glance flicking up at Jen.
âOh Jesus,â Jen said, choosing a new nail polish color. âItâs not like I donât know the truth about my own brother. Even if he wasnât my brother, Iâd never date him.â
That strange, heavy silence fell over us again. Selena finally broke it by grabbing the remote and pointing it at the TV. âThis movie is crap. Letâs dance.â
The quick inhale of air the rest of us took left me light-headed for a moment. I ran upstairs for my laptop and put on my dance playlist, then sat on the couch next