illegalâanything serious, at least.â
âIan. Billy just walked out of here with an untraceable rifle. Is that so he can use that gun for hunting, to keep the mule deerâs family from tracking him down and getting revenge on him for shooting their loved one?â
âYou just sold it to him!â His voice rose.
â I know. â Tucking her hands into the back pockets of her jeans, she moved her gaze around the shop, focusing on anything except the man standing a few feet away from her. âThatâs my point. Most of the money I make is in there.â Rory jerked her head at the door to the back room. âI donât want to get in any deeper than I already am. And I definitely donât want to attract any attention from law enforcement. Right now, the cops pretty much leave me alone. Iâd like that to continue.â
As he stared at her, his expression changed to something closer to thoughtfulness.
âWhat?â she finally snapped, not able to take the charged silence for another minute.
âI just realized youâre full of shitâer, baloney.â
âExcuse me?â
âIâve been trying to figure it out. Youâre nervous about us getting together,â he said, watching her closelyâtoo closely for comfort. âBut itâs not because of what I do. Itâs not Fire, and itâs not the Riders.â
Making a scoffing noise, she pulled her hands out of her pockets and went to move past him. âI have work to do. If you want to stand here and play gun-shop psychologist, have at it.â
He caught her arm, turning her to face him. Meeting his eyes with a defiant gaze, she tried to ignore the way her heart was thudding in double time. It wasnât from fearâwhich made it so much scarier.
âIn the three years weâve been friends, havenât you ever wanted to be more?â
Yes! The answer echoed in her brain so loudly that she worried for a second sheâd actually shouted it. The images from the other nightâs dream replayed in her head, heating her cheeksâand other body parts, as well. For an instant, she allowed herself to consider it. Could she and Ian actually be a possibility? Then Rory imagined walking through Simpson while the locals whispered and laughed behind their hands, wondering what the crazy gun-shop lady was doing with the motorcycle-riding, lifesaving picture-of-beauty that was Ian Walsh.
Her nerves quickly smothered that spark of hope. It was ridiculous to even consider that she was good enough for Ian. Firmly squashing her secret thirteen-year-old dreams, she tugged her arm free of his gentle grip. Her expression must have given her away, though, because his eyes lit.
âRor,â he said softly, hopefully, taking a step closer. âYou do want me.â
âNo.â It sounded weak, even to Roryâs own ears.
âYou do.â His voice was certain. âI know youâre scared, though.â
âIâm not scared,â she snapped.
âWeâll take it slow,â he assured her, ignoring her obvious lie. âAs much time as you need. I can wait.â His laugh was short but happy. âIâm good at waiting.â
She didnât know how to respond, so she didnât. Averting her eyes, she hurried toward the back room, keeping her gaze focused strictly in front of her. If she looked at him, sheâd waver. Just a conversation with him yesterday had made her restless and unsettled. Ian Walsh had the power to completely dismantle her safe life if she let him.
As she closed the back-room door behind her, Rory turned and let her forehead press against the cool metal. It felt good on her flushed face.
She knew perfectly well that he could make her miserable, so why did she feel like sheâd just made a mistake by walking away?
Chapter 3
When the alarm started beeping for the fourth night in a row, Rory swore vehemently enough to startle