at one end of the couch where she imagined he fell asleep every night in front of the television.
âDid you have a good relationship with them? What was your father like?â
âMy father?â Jason said fiercely. âWhat do you want to know about him for?â
Wanda leaned back in her seat. âWhat made him a good or bad parent?â
Jason shrugged as though he didnât want to talk. âWhat makes anyone behave like they do? Youâre a social worker, Wandaâyou tell me.â
Wanda said every case was different. âStill,â she said,âfrom your reaction Iâm guessing it wasnât easy for you and Steve.â
âMy father hated everyone, especially himself.â
âItâs amazing youâre so well adjusted, then.â
âIs that a joke?â
âNo, Iâm being serious,â Wanda said. âYou invited me in. You asked if I wanted something to drink. You donât strike me as a mean person.â
âWell, if youâd met my brother, Steve, youâd understand what a fuckup I turned out to be, compared to him.â
Wanda shot him a hard look. âYou shouldnât be so quick to judge yourself, Jason.â
âIs that what you came here to tell me?â
âItâs just my opinion.â
Jason looked at the flowers she had brought. Imagined rolling them to bits in his hands.
âWould it be all right if I had that glass of water now?â Wanda said, touching her throat.
But Jason wasnât listening.
âIâll just help myself, then,â she said, getting up. âYou donât mind, do you?â
XIII
A WEEK EARLIER, Harvey was taken from her classroom to the principalâs office. There was Principal Russo in her stiff wooden chair with a woman Harvey had never seen before. They both had white mugs and carried them slowly to their mouths because thatâs how grown-ups drink. The room was flooded with afternoon sun and smelled like coffee and white paper.
Harvey tried to remember what she had done wrong. Was playing Deadly Spitting Cobras naughty? Had she drawn something bad without knowing?
She was sitting in a red padded chair meant for grown-ups, a giant red mouth that could swallow her at any minute. When she looked up again, Principal Russo and the woman were smiling at her, and Harvey felt the rush of something good about to happen. That was it. She had done something good and was about to get her reward from the principal and this woman.
Then the principal dragged her heavy chair over to where Harvey was sitting. Wait till I tell Mommy, Harvey thought. She had never been so close to Principal Russoâcould have reached out and actually touched her.
âWe have something to tell you, Harvey,â she said. âThis ladyâs name is Wanda, and she is going to help me tell you.â
Then Wanda just came out and said it.
Harvey imagined her parents in white casts, petrified except for their eyes. Sucking soup through straws. Their legs suspended by pulleys. She would bring them fruit and magazines. She would play with Duncan or with her farmyard on the bed and they would watch.
Principal Russo held Harveyâs hand. Harvey saw that she was crying and felt suddenly terrified.
âThey were so badly injured from the crash,â Wanda continued, âthat they died before even getting to the hospital. Thatâs how bad it was, HarveyâIâm so sorry.â
Harvey looked at the door to Principal Russoâs office, because her real life was on the other side.
The door was blue and had always been blue. It had a square window at the height that only grown-ups could see in and out of.
âBut when can I go home?â Harvey wanted to know. âItâs pizza night.â
âYou like pizza, huh?â Wanda said.
Harvey nodded. âItâs my favorite food.â
âWell, thatâs great to know, because itâs my job to look after you