Fifty Shades of BDSM Trilogy by Sky Corgan Read Free Book Online Page B

like I had little control
over my life. My resistance to that fact was what had made me so
miserable as of late. Perhaps it would be better to let myself go
for once, to allow for someone else to take the reigns.
    “During the next several days, I want you all
to forget who you are. Pretend that you're all virgins.” He glanced
at me, and I felt my cheeks grow warm at the fact that I was likely
the only real virgin in the room. “Imagine that you've never
experienced sex or the pleasures of your body before, and open your
mind to every new sensation. Really take the time to enjoy what
you're doing and what is being done to you. That is how you'll get
the most from this course.”
    Master Neil went on for a few more hours
about the history of BDSM and what it encompassed. To be honest, it
wasn't anything that I hadn't already learned from the internet,
and so I let my mind drift. I had to embrace this experience if I
wanted to get the most out of it, open my mind and leave everything
I had ever thought about sex and morals behind at the door. It was
much easier said than done, but I knew I had to give it a chance.
Maybe I would take on one of those personas he was talking
about.
    At six o'clock, the class ended, and we were
free to return to our rooms. While Mary and the other girls invited
me to dinner with them, I just wanted to be alone.
    It wasn't until late at night that I sneaked
down to the kitchen for another turkey sandwich. If I kept eating
like this, I would lose five pounds before I left the resort. My
stomach didn't seem to have much of a craving for anything else
though. The ball of knots that seemed to occupy it at all times
kept it well full.
    The next morning, I arrived downstairs
promptly at ten o'clock, seeking to avoid conversation with the
other girls. Apparently, I accomplished my goal, because the only
person sitting in the lobby was a plump bald man with big brown
eyes. He gave me a strange look as he stood to shake my hand.
    “Miss Nguyen, I'm Master Benjamin. I'll be
your body awareness instructor for today. Follow me now, dear,”
Master Benjamin's voice was so high-pitched that it set off my
gaydar, and the thought that he might be homosexual helped to put
my mind at ease. At least if he touched me, I knew that he probably
wouldn't enjoy it any more than I did.
    Master Benjamin led me to my least favorite
room in the facility, the one that only had three chairs and a
restraining table in it. My eyes glanced around at the somber
windowless plain gray walls. It reminded me of an interrogation
room, somewhere that they could wear people down and make them
expose their darkest secrets.
    Master Benjamin closed the door behind us and
then took a seat, making a gesture to indicate that I should do the
same. When we were both seated, he simply stared at me for a moment
before steepling his hands and leaning back, much like Master Neil
had done during our private meeting the day before.
    “So, Miss Nguyen, I hear that you're a
virgin. Is that true?” he asked.
    “Yes, sir.”
    “Yes, master,” he quickly corrected me.
    I felt my breath hitch at my mistake, fearing
the paddle that Master Neil had shown us. “Yes, master.”
    “Oh, calm down child, I know it was an honest
mistake. Unlike Master Neil, I'm not very taken with the idea of
beating delicate flowers like yourself.”
    I found his southern drawl and soothing tone
amusing, and I instantly felt comfortable in his care, despite
myself.
    “Now I know that Master Neil covered a lot of
this with you yesterday, but I want to take the time to go over my
own rules. First and foremost, you will always refer to me as
master. The next time you slip up, I will punish you, though you
won't know what your punishment will be until I bestow it upon you.
I like to keep things a surprise.” He smiled sardonically. “The
next thing that you need to know is that when I give an order, you
are to follow it without hesitation. Raise your right hand.”
    I did