mind to save me from more humiliation and pain recede.
Striding with great purpose, James rushes me into a lavish bedroom. Sitting me down gently on the bed, he kneels down in front of me and slides his hands up my dress. I am a goner —without even thinking I open my legs to him and roll my head back.
“I want you so badly that it hurts , but we need to talk, Sophia.” James pauses when saying my name and it sparks a warning signal in my brain, briefly. My body is humming with desire and I don’t want him to stop.
Taking the opportunity, I find myself demanding, “I want you, too! There is plenty of time to talk later. Please, James.” I do not care that I am begging so I push myself up to him and take my tongue and run it along his lips and suck on his bottom lip. With a gentle touch, I slowly unbutton his shirt while kissing him along his jaw down to his neck.
He looks like a Calvin Klein underwear ad when I finally take his shirt off. I move my kisses to his chest and pull him over so that he is on top of me.
Realizing I am still fully clo thed I struggle to undo my side-zipper—desperately trying to get out of my dress.
“Ahh, Sophia, “ James breathes, taking my hands to stop me and sensuously kisses along my neck. I can feel him release my hands as he carefully frees me from my dress. Continuing to kiss my neck he slides the dress off of my shoulders, and then I gasp as his tongue follows his hands down to my navel when he effortlessly slips the dress off of me.
Hovering over me, we lock eyes and I feel again that connection bet ween us. If anything, the link is stronger than ever despite my fears and doubt.
The whole night has come down to one primal desire: I want to feel him inside me. This relentless and blinding desire is lighting me on fire. I kiss him hard and roll myself on top of him. I need to take control of this. For the first time in my life, I want to be fucked.
He takes my lead as I sit on top of him. He cups my ass and slides his hands up my back with a soft caress. I lean forward to kiss him but he stops me.
Sliding my bra strap off of my shoulder, he kisses me tenderly and I feel my breasts swell in anticipation. The other strap follows and I lean into him with my head thrown back in ecstasy.
He reaches around my back and unhooks my bra as he takes his tongue and circles my nipple. I push my breasts forward and I can feel my stomach tighten and the wetness of my arousal .
Gently at first , he squeezes my breasts and trails his thumb over my wet nipple as he takes my other breast into his mouth. I am moaning and running my hands through his hair. I don’t think I can take any more of this sensation. This is so erotic and sensual that I feel like I could combust.
Pushing me up he stares at me with soft eyes and runs his hands down my arms and to my waist.
“You are so beautiful, Sophia. Looking at you, I know that there is a heaven,” he says with a rough catch in his throat.
I can barely form a coherent thought, but I say with rising emotion, “Oh James, I have never felt so beautiful and so sexy. Please don’t stop.”
But he does. He stops and his arms wrap around me and hugs me tightly. I can feel his shallow breathing along with my own panting.
“I have to stop. I have to talk with you first. We have a lot of secrets between us and I want to be as honest as I can. I need you to trust me and I need to trust you before we can make love.” James looks at me seriously, and I can feel his steady determination.
“But James, ” I almost sob. I am so wet for him all my senses are burning. “Let’s not complicate this. I want you to fuck me and you need to fuck me if you want to keep your cover and find your girl.”
Thinking about her as I lay here naked with James in bed just about kills me. The pain is absolutely unbearable. But I will say anything to change his mind about our night
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