all.â
âButâAlbert and I dropped her off this morning. I saw her walk into the building.â
Mabel points her finger at me. âSheâs not answering her mobile, and no one knows where she is. Itâs
your
responsibility to make sure sheâs where sheâs supposed to be. You need to find her. And if sheâs hurt because of your negligence, you will find yourself fired immediately.â
Her voice is nearly shaking with anger. She marches away from me, and I watch her go, my mouth open in shock.
I try to think. Where would Poppy go? I donât know anything about this girl. I donât know if she has a favorite place on campus to escape to or has friends who do this kind of thing.
I need help. I sprint out to the garage, a separate building several yards from the side of the castle. Albert lives in the apartment above, and I climb the rickety spiral staircase and knock on his front door.
He opens it, a napkin tucked into his shirt collar and a questioning look on his face.
âPoppyâs missing. She didnât go to school today,â I say in a rush before he can ask whatâs wrong.
He sighs, as if heâs not entirely surprised. âWhere do you think sheâs gone?â he asks, pulling the napkin out of his collar and gesturing me out the door.
âI donât know,â I say, grasping the bannister tightly as I descend. âShe couldnât have gone far from the school, right?â
âUnless she had a friendâs parent drive her someplace. Sheâs friendly with a couple of other day-student girls.â
I look back at him as we hurry for the car. He must see the growing horror on my face, because he smiles reassuringly. âOch, lass, Iâm sure sheâs fine. Not much trouble to get up to in these parts.â
I can think of plenty of trouble someone could get up to anywhere, but I donât say anything as we buckle up and head for the school. Poppyâs young and grieving, but she seems pretty smart. I canât see her shoplifting or smoking a pack of cigarettes or something crazy like that.
I pick at the cuticle of my left index finger, bouncing my knees as we wend our way through the hills to the school. I canât keep still. I canât focus on anything out the window. All I can see is Poppyâs face, the grief and hurt always present underneath the surface. I see her in the back of a strangerâs car, lost in the woods somewhere, her broken body at the bottom of a cliff.
I tell myself to stop, but the images keep coming.
Iâm out of the car before Albert even comes to a full stop in front of Bardwill, Poppyâs school. Itâs two in the afternoon, and all of the girls are still in class. Safe, where theyâre supposed to be.
Youâre not going to find her
, I think, and then I freeze. Because my mind did not create that thought. It seemed to come from a voice in my head. A strangerâs voice, like the ones my mother used to complain about, two hands pressed against her temples like she could squeeze them out. Itâs the first time Iâve heard a voice that wasnât my motherâs.
I close my eyes, straighten my shoulders, and take a deep breath.
Itâs just me. Just my thoughts. Iâm worried about Poppy, thatâs all.
The guard at the front recognizes me from drop-off, and he takes me to the headmistressâs office while Albert searches the grounds outside the school.
The hallway that I step into is ornate, beautiful. Nothing like the cold linoleum and buzzing, harsh fluorescent light of my Texas public schools. Paintings and photos of distinguished-looking women line the hallways, their knowing countenances radiating confidence and superiority. I keep my head down as we climb the stairs to the third floor.
The headmistressâs assistant, a woman with a dark gray bun and a kind smile, ushers me right into the office. âHeadmistress Callahan will be with
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