a
small, rather reluctant shower, and she
stripped and washed the dust and some
of her aches away. It was bliss to come
back to her room and put on fresh
underwear from her small stock, and
lock the door and close the shutters, so
'that the noise from the square became a
muted and not intolerable hum, and then
stretch out on the bed.
Yet in spite of her bone-weariness,
sleep seemed oddly elusive. Strange
unconnected images kept coming into her
mind—trees by a river with the darkness
of a mountain rising behind them—a man
wearing black clothes riding a black
horse so that he seemed part of it like a
pagan centaur—and a fair-haired woman
who stood among the trees with her arms
outstretched, so that the man bent out of
the saddle and lifted her up into his
arms, her hair falling like a pale wound
across the darkness of his sleeve. Rachel
twisted uneasily, trying to banish the
image from her mind, but the horse came
on until it was close enough for her to
see the rider's face with a black patch
set rakishly over one eye. As she
watched, the blonde woman moved in
his arms, lifting her hands to clasp
around his neck, drawing him down to
her.
Rachel put out a hand to ward them off.
She didn't want to see this. She didn't
want to know, but her gesture seemed to
catch the rider's eye and he turned to
look at her, and so did the woman he
was holding, and Rachel saw that the
face that stared at her from beneath the
curtain of blonde hair was her own.
She cried out, and suddenly the images
had gone and she was sitting up on the
narrow bed in the now-shadowed room,
her clenched fist pressed against her
thudding heart. She could see herself in
the mirror across the room, the gleam of
her hair, and the smooth pallor of her
skin, interrupted only by the deeper
white of her flimsy lace bra and briefs.
She thought, 'So I was asleep after all.' It
was a comfort in a way to know that
what she had seen had been a nightmare
rather than a deliberate conjuration of
her imagination. And she was thankful
that she had woken when she did. She
picked up her gold wristwatch from the
side of the bed and studied it. To her
surprise, she had been asleep for over
two hours.
She slid off the bed, and put on the beige
linen trousers she had worn earlier, with
a shirt of chocolate brown silk under the
loose hip-length jacket. Her hair was
wrong, she thought, waving loosely on to
her
shoulders.
She
unearthed
a
tortoiseshell clip from her case and
swept
the
honey-coloured
waves
severely back from her face into a
French pleat, anchoring it with the clip.
It made her look older, she decided, and
more businesslike.
She swung her dark brown leather
shoulder bag over her arm, and went
downstairs. It was very quiet—too quiet,
she thought. She went to the room where
the card game had been in progress and
opened the door. It was deserted, and the
table had been cleared, the chairs put
back against the wall.
Rachel said furiously, 'Well, I'm
damned!'
She supposed he thought he'd been very
clever, waiting until she was out of the
way in her room to do his vanishing
trick. It was his way of saying 'No'
without further argument.
She bit her lip until she tasted blood.
Well, to hell with him! He might be the
best, but he couldn't be the only guide in
Asuncion. She wouldn't let this one
setback defeat her, and if Vitas de
Mendoza was going to feature so
prominently in her dreams on such short
acquaintance, she told herself defiantly
that she was glad to see the back of him.
She turned on her heel, and went out into
the evening sunshine. The market
appeared to be still going strong, and a
group of musicians had even started up
in one corner of the square, attracting a
small but laughing crowd.
She began to wander round the stalls. As
well as the handwoven blankets and
ruanas, there were also piles of the
round-crowned hats the Indians seemed
to wear. She would
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