and have a good time. No sense in both of us sitting around being miserable. Donât worry about me.â She meant it.
âI canât help it. Youâre the closest thing I have to a sister. I love you, and I donât want you moping around acting all depressed.â
Acting depressed? It wasnât an act, Bria resolved. She forced a smile and said, âI love you too. Honestly, Iâll be fine. Iâm starting to feel better already.â
Nya kissed her on the cheek and said, âLiar. You donât have to put on a brave face for me.â
âI know. Iâll call you if I feel like slitting my wrists or popping pills,â she teased. No matter how sad she felt, she knew that suicide wasnât an option. The very act of taking oneâs life went against her spiritual beliefs.
âDonât joke about stuff like that because Iâd have to take you to the Pet Sematary. â
They both laughed, because Pet Sematary was one of their favorite horror movie classics.
Bria walked Nya to the door. They hugged, and Nya said, âIâm praying for you.â
Unlike so many people who lie and say theyâll keep you in their prayers, Bria knew that when Nya said she was praying for her, she actually meant it. They prayed for each other all the time.
âEverythingâs going to be all right,â Nya promised her.
Bria closed the door behind her and asked of no one, âCan you assure me of that?â
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After calling off his engagement, Spade spent the rest of the night sulking. He just moped around his condo in a daze. He didnât eat. He didnât take a shower. He didnât even brush his teeth. All he did was lounge around in his bed. When he did get up, it was to go to the bathroom or sip some water. He didnât answer his phone or turn on the TV. No music either.
He knew that he couldnât avoid his mom longer than a day without her calling half of the town looking for him. He didnât want her to mess around and call Bria. He finally mustered up the courage to tell his mother that the wedding was off. Knowing his mother as well as he did, he needed some super-duper industrial-strength courage to deal with her. One wouldâve thought she was an amateur detective the way she asked question after question.
When he called his mom and heard her voice, he felt like hanging up, but he didnât. âHey, Mom. I have something to tell you.â
âOh, Lawd. That doesnât sound good at all. Whatâs going on?â
He paused before answering, âBria and I arenât getting married.â
âWhat happened?â He had to pull the phone away from his ear. âAre you all right?â Her concern was evident.
He closed his eyes and squeezed the bridge of his nose. âI canât go into that right now.â
She went from concerned to demanding. âBoy, what do you mean you canât go into it? You better tell me something. What have you done? I thought you loved that girl.â
He felt like a steakâabout to be grilled. âI do love her.â
âThen talk to me.â She paused for a moment, and when Spade didnât volunteer any information she continued, âI donât think you cheated because one, you love her, and two, I raised you better than that. I donât believe you caught her cheating because youâre my child, and youâd be calling me from jail if you had. So the only other things that make sense are youâre either running from the law or youâre dying. Which is it?â
His mom was so logical, it drove him nuts! He hated when she played amateur detective. Why couldnât she just let this go? âLook, Mom, you know I love you, but Iâm not ready to talk about this. I have to go.â He hung up. He expected her to blow up his phone, but she didnât. And he was glad.
Six
Bria woke up early Saturday morning so that she could pray and