she pulls off my cock. “Do you just want a blowjob or do you want to fuck me too?”
“I don’t have a condom,” I breathe as she goes back to work on my cock.
“Blowjob it is then,” her hot breath against the tip of my dick.
Her hand begins to work my shaft, tightly squeezing as she strokes it. Her other hand massages my balls while she bobs up and down. My hips slowly start to thrust into her mouth, pushing my cock further and further between her lips.
She pulls off my cock and starts to nibble and lick down my shaft before pulling my balls into her mouth.
“Oh shit,” I groan.
When I look down, I can see her playing with herself. The sight and the feel of her lips wrapped around my cock send me overboard, I groan loudly as I push into her mouth urging my release to come.
“I’m gonna cum,” I whisper.
She works harder and suddenly she’s moaning and groaning around my cock. The vibrations send me overboard and I feel the first of my release shoot into her mouth. As she continues to suck, my release comes to an end.
It wasn’t as satisfying as my releases with Faith, but a lot of the tension left my body. She pulls off and looks up at me.
“Next time you come camping. Bring condoms. This huge cock of yours would have felt real good in my tight pussy.”
I smile at her. Fixing myself, I tell her thanks and goodbye and head back to my camping site. Arriving back at the site, the guys ran up over the hill from swimming.
“The water was great, Lo. You should have come.”
“I had nice relaxing moment here,” I tell Landon.
“Who’s ready for campfire songs?” Levi asks.
Levi and I set up everything for the camp fire complete with little stumps to sit on. Landon has always loved these moments. I have to say I quite enjoy them too. It’s nice to get uninterrupted time with them. Levi singing was also a bonus.
I thought back to what happened with that girl just now. In that moment, Faith didn’t tear me up or rip me apart. It was a single moment where I can say she wasn’t even in my head. A break from the torment, you could say.
That was all it took. I was hooked to those moments of peace. My mind was already wondering when I should start looking for the next moment of peace.
Chapter Six
Faith
Walking in the door, my face still flushed from my tears. I head to my room. Today, I came in the back entrance. It was less chance of seeing my father. Peeking around the corner, I make sure no one is around.
Right now I just want to get to my room without being stopped and reminded how pathetic I really am. Pathetic is not exactly how I see myself right now, but no matter how shitty I’m feeling with my whoring ways, it’s helping me deal with the loss of Logan.
Just the thought of him brings tears to my eyes. Peeking once more around the corner, I come face to face with a hard chest. Throwing my hand over my mouth, I muffle my scream.
Beau looks down at me with a smirk on his face.
“Trying to sneak around?” The laughter in his voice evident.
“Trying to give me a heart attack?”
Suddenly his face drops and cups my shoulders with his hands.
“What’s wrong?”
I pull from his hold and start heading to the stairs. He follows behind me like the overprotective brother that he is.
“Tell me Fay. What’s going on?”
“Nothing,” I hiss. “Just drop it.”
He pulls me to a stop at the top of the stairs. “I can’t drop it and you know that. Please tell me. You used to talk to me, but you don’t anymore. You’ve really shut me out and that hurts.”
I sigh. It was true, I had been shutting him out. But in my mind, it was for good reason. If he didn’t know all the details of what I was now doing the less chance I have of him looking at me like the piece of fucking trash I was.
“I was thinking about Logan,” I say in lieu of the truth.
Well, it wasn’t a complete lie actually. It wasn’t the whole truth either.
“Oh, sweetie,” he pulls me