and sat down on the
edge of my bed, like he used to do when I was little. He took my hand.
âIâm glad you decided I could go to Vermont, Dad.â
âWell . . . youâll be off
to college in the fall . . . I have to let you go sooner or
later . . . I guess youâre not a little girl anymore.â
âI guess not.â
âYou have a lot of common sense, Kath. Youâve always made
intelligent decisions . . . still, you and Michael are very
young.â
âWeâre not planning to elope, if thatâs what
youâre worried about.â
âIâm not worried. I just donât want to see you get
hurt.â
âI told you, Iâll be careful.â
âNot that kind of hurt, Kath.â
âOh Dad . . .â
âI like Michael . . . and itâs not that I
donât trust him . . .â
âDaddy . . . heâs not a sex
fiend . . . so please stop worrying about us.â
âI canât help it.â
I sat up and hugged him. âEverythingâs going to be fine . . .
really.â
8
As soon as we got to the ski house Michael jumped out of the car and
bombarded me with snowballs. There was beautiful fresh snow everywhere and miles and
miles of woods, with icicles hanging from every tree. I ran from him, half-laughing and
half-screaming, but he didnât listen until Ike grabbed him by the arm and said,
âWork now . . . play later.â He led Michael back to the car,
opened the trunk and pointed to all the stuff that had to be lugged inside.
I helped Sharon unpack the groceries. She was tall and thin, like Michael,
with the same color hair, but the shape of her eyes made her look like she was
squinting, even when she wasnât. Ike was shorter than Sharon but very broad, with
practically no neck. He had a bald spot on the top of his head. I wondered if it will
grow until heâs totally bald and if it does, will Sharon care? How would I feel if
Michael was bald? Iâm not sure. I love his hairâthe color, the way it feels,
the smell of it. Iâd be disappointed if it all fell out.
After everything was put away in the kitchen I
explored the house. There was one big room with a gray stone fireplace, a beat-up shaggy
rug, and a bunch of pillows scattered on the floor. The kitchen opened right into it.
Then there was Ike and Sharonâs bedroom. They had a private bath. Upstairs there
were two more bedrooms, connected by another bathroom, which meant Michael and I would
be sharing. I was glad Iâd been honest with him when he picked me up that
afternoon. Iâd led him into the kitchen while my mother was talking to Sharon and
Ike in the living room.
âI have something to tell you,â I said.
âGo ahead.â
âI got my period this morning.â
âOh.â
âA week early.â
âOh.â
âMy mother says it probably happened because I was so
excited . . . about going away and all . . . I just
thought you should know.â
âYouâre right.â
âIn case I have to make stops on the drive up . . .â
âYou donât feel sick or anything, do you?â
âNo, Iâm fine . . . just
disappointed . . . I hope youâre not.â
âHell, no . . . why should I be disappointed as long
as you can still come with us,â heâd said, taking my hand.
When Michael and Ike had finished unloading the car
and we were all unpacked, the four of us sat around the fire, sipping mugs of steaming
coffee laced with brandy. Sharon told me all about her job. Sheâs an
anthropologist, working for the Museum of Natural History, but she hopes to go on a
field trip soon, maybe this summer. When I heard that I asked her if sheâd be