ushered me into the warm room.
In shadowed corners stood dressmakerâs forms and pushed against walls were long cutting tables piled with fabric. In rosy firelight sat three handsome young men in lacy shirts and bright satin breeches. His apprentices, Monsieur Sancerre said. Though they were exceptionally handsome, the three were somewhat soft, girlish. There could be no further doubts about the kind of man Monsieur Sancerre was. I felt no revulsion, only a vague comradeship. On this wild run through a slum of Paris, Iâd understood in order to survive Iâd have to suspend morals and so-called virtue. I didnât judge them. I felt no superiority. I was grateful for their kindness. One scurried for a warm coverlet, another for a goblet of red wine, another brought me a stool so I could sit closer to the fire. Their long-lashed eyes were round with curiosity, but Monsieur Sancerre said, âWe need to talk. My boys, begone.â
They left.
I raised my stockinged feet to the fire and sipped the wine. Warmth came over me.
âNow,â said Monsieur Sancerre, âtell all.â
âIâve decided not to marry the Comte de Créqui.â
âBut weâre finishing the wedding gown!â
âIâIâm sure the Comte will pay you for it,â I said. Then, not so sure, I added, âOtherwise Iâll manage to.â
âWhy this change? Whatâs happened?â
There was the same wide-eyed curiosity the apprentices had shown.
âItâs hardly your business,â I said.
âThe Comte de Créqui is my client, a friend to my other clients.â
âOh, Monsieur Sancerre, I didnât mean to say that. Iâm distraught. Upset. I need help. You have friends, powerful friends at Court.â
Monsieur Sancerre rose, putting one hand on the stone mantel. âThose stories I told you about my intimacy with Queen Marie Antoinette and royal ladies arenât strictly true. Iâm hardly well entrenched in Court. I make gowns for the wife of the head gardener at Le Petit Trianon. The Comte is my first noble client.â The firelight reddened his cheeks.
My hopes dashed, near tears, embarrassed, I didnât know what to say. After a long minute I murmured, âIâm sorry, Monsieur Sancerre.â
He refilled my goblet. âDonât look so dejected, it doesnât suit you, youâre too lovely to be downcast. Now. Let me guess your problem. The Comte desires you not as a wife but as a mistress.â
My hand jerked. Drops of red wine sizzled on the hearthstones. âHow do you know? Did he tell you?â
âOf course not. The Comte de Créqui is a great noble. He wouldnât confide in a tradesperson, a bourgeois like me.â He poured himself more wine. âWeâll finish the wedding gown. The most beautiful girl in Paris wonât have any difficulty finding another titled gentleman to marry.â
âI canât do anything until I have back my brotherâs note. The Comte has threatened to put Jean-Pierre in the Bastille.â
âNote? The Bastille?â Monsieur Sancerre was examining me, his handsome soft-cheeked face grave.
Wine and anxiety loosened my tongue. Everything spilled out, everything from the highway robbery and André and me, to the Comteâs encouraging Jean-Pierre to gamble.
As I finished, I remembered the jewels under my petticoats.
âMonsieur Sancerre, what a fool I am! I can pay off the note!â I smiled happily at him. âI completely forgot. Thereâs my opals and a very valuable diamond. Weâre safe!â
Monsieur Sancerreâs expression was yet more grave. Lines cut deep into his forehead.
âNo, Mademoiselle dâEpinay, youâre not safe. You and your brother wouldnât be safe, not even if you possessed the Queenâs necklace.â
I looked over the pewter goblet, questioning.
âIf the Comte wishes you this much, no IOUs