the night.
Since Diego had entrusted her with the kitchen and because of all that he had done and continued to do for her, she always made a point of making sure everything was perfectly in order.
Satisfied, she told everyone to call it a night, and the few remaining people straggled out the door, Blake included, leaving her alone in the kitchen.
She took a few minutes to glance lovingly at the spaceâher spaceâpleased by the current state of her life, vampness notwithstanding. If there was one blemish on what might be her idea of Happy Ending it was her immortal status. She hadnât quite had that on her list of what to do before she died.
Of course, thanks to Blake she hadnât even hit itemnumber one on her list of what to do before she died. Normally anger would rise at him and at her situation, but tonight a mix of sadness and satisfaction came instead.
She had to acknowledge that if not for the whole undead thing, she would be back in the Midwest doing something other than what she wanted to be doing. If it hadnât been for Blake she wouldnât have trained to be a chef and she wouldnât have started to receive some notice of her skills from the local papers.
The door to the alley opened and Blake walked back in.
He stopped short as he saw her standing there. âSorry, love. I didnât mean to intrude. I just needed to clean up before I left.â
âGo right ahead.â
As Blake walked to the sinks by the pantry, she did as well, pulling off her dirty apron and chefâs jacket and tossing them into the laundry bin.
From the corner of his eye, Blake admired all her curves beneath the loose checkerboard chefâs pants and the small black tank top she wore, reminiscent of what she had worn on the day they had first met. Desire rose and he soaped up and scrubbed his arms and then splashed bracing cold water over his face, hoping to quell the need she would not appreciate.
He was about to reach for a towel, but she was there, handing him one, challenging his control.
âThanks.â
As he toweled down, he noticed that she had slipped on a tight-fitting denim jacket and loosened her blond hair from the French braid she usually wore while shecooked. She looked so young. A pang of guilt rose upâthanks to him, she would always be that young.
Some women might have liked that, but not Meghan. In the last four years he had come to know that much about herâshe feared little. He suspected that was why after her initial reaction to being a vampire, she had settled into immortal life.
With the damp towel, he motioned to the kitchen. âThis seems to suit you.â
She crossed her arms and the action plumped up her already generous breasts, dragging his gaze there. Aware of his interest, she immediately changed her pose and said, âIt wasnât quite what I had planned for my life, but I like it.â
He tossed his dirty towel into the laundry bin. âWhat had you planned on, love?â
âYou mean what had my parents planned for me,â she said. Before he could respond, she continued, âGoing back home after college. A nine-to-five job somewhere with the requisite husband, house and a few kids.â
âCan you say âboring muchâ?â
Blake hadnât expected that she would reply, but he sensed her pique as he walked to the pantry, snagged his black leather jacket from a hook on the wall and slipped it on. When he turned, she was so close, he nearly knocked her down.
He took a step back to give her some space, but she advanced on him and poked him in the chest. âSo I suppose you had so much more planned for your life. Tell me, Blake. What did you want from life?â
She probably wouldnât understand, but he gave it a shot. With a long heartfelt sigh, he said, âJust to survive, love. Just to survive.â
Chapter 6
Wales, 1858
B lakeâs pockets hung heavy with the new potatoes he had pilfered
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