someone talk to a girl like that. If Iâd even tried, both my dad and brother would have smacked the hell out of me. But itâs not only thatâthis is
Bri
. This is the girl whose laugh is one of those that makes you grin and just watchâwatch her eyes brighten and her smile widen and her cheeks flush. She gives everything all sheâs got, even something as small as a laugh. Someone stealing that from her is downright criminal.
âWhat happened?â I ask. âWhat started all that?â
She looks away again, at her house. Silence hangs in the air, thick as a wool blanket. As seconds tick by, and those seconds turn into minutes, itâs clear my questionâs not going to be answered.
Iâm not gonna lie: I used to have a thing for the neighbor girl. But when people talk about the girls who are way out of your league, they donât always mean the rich girls, or the ones who act like their crap doesnât stink. There really are girls out there who are too good for you, the ones youâd bring down if you got too close. The ones whoâve built themselves up so damn high that you canât even imagine bringing them down, because if you do, itâd be like shattering the monuments at Yankee Stadium. Which is why I havenât pushed that friend-neighbor-whatever thing weâve got. Itâs why Iâve stomped those feelings down every time theyâve crept up over the past few years, and thereâve been more than a few times.
Itâs also why Matt Harris is even more of a bastard for stealing her laugh.
âHeâll call tonight,â she says, I think more to herself than to me. âIâm surprised he hasnât yet. I just hope he doesnât show up here. Heâs not a good loser.â
She doesnât have to tell me twice; Iâve seen the guy throw plenty of batting helmets and bats on the field. Coach got all over him once last season for bailing on a post-game handshake. I unbuckle my seatbelt and shove my keys into my pocket. âKnow what I think?â I ask. âIf he does call you after that, you need to tell him to go fuck himself. And if he shows up, tell him to pay me a visit. Iâll straighten his ass out real quick.â
âYou really kiss girls with that mouth?â
âI kiss girls very, very well with this mouth.â
She sighs, shaking her head as she hops down from the truck. I do the same, the gravel crunching beneath my boots. The slamming of her door is like a shotgun piercing the Sunday evening silence. She passes me the paper bag, still not quite meeting my eyes.
I nod toward her house. âWhenâs your dad coming back?â
She tucks a piece of hair behind her ear. âA few days. No big deal.â
No big deal.
Practically living by yourself seems like a pretty big deal. âI know itâs been a while, but youâre still welcome at our house anytime. Momma loves feeding people. It might be mac and cheese three nights a week, but itâs food.â Ever since she went back to teaching last year, Mommaâs favorite things are blue box mac and cheese and pre-packaged lasagna. These are also my favorite things.
For the first time tonight, Bri smiles. Itâs tiny, but itâs there. âI do love mac and cheese.â
âIâll even share with you.â
âThatâs so considerate.â
âIâm a considerate guy. Mi casa es su casa.â
And finally, finally, I get a laugh out of her, one with bright eyes and a full smile, and I canât hold back my own.
Thank you, Spanish class.
âThatâs the twangiest Spanish Iâve ever heard,â she says. âSeñora Hernandez would be ashamed.â
Donât care. If it makes her laugh like that, Iâll embarrass myself every day of the week.
She backs away, toward her yard. âThanks for the ride.â
I shrug. âItâs the least I could do. You rescued my