repose, to lie on the bed in front of him. “Want me to go make you some, darling?”
She managed to shake her head, but that didn"t dislodge the thoughts that were suddenly flooding into her afterglow. Damn, she didn"t really want to think, but it was too late.
She pulled herself up into a cross-legged sitting position with a gorgeous man to each side. Suddenly aware of her blatant nudity in that pose, she grabbed a pillow and pushed it onto her lap. Jake, still supine on her left, turned just enough to rest his head on his hand and look up at her with a grin, likely at her sudden belated attack of modesty. Of course, now his cock was also lying relaxed on the mattress pointing directly toward Roan"s. It was hard not to grab both big dicks and just rub them together until they made fire.
Think now, visualize later. She looked down at her hands in her pillow-covered lap to keep from getting distracted. “Okay. Don"t you think we should talk about this?”
“About what?” That was Jake.
“What? Jesus, Jake, how about the fact that I"m your boss, your much older boss by the way, and kind of surrogate mom, and you"re in love, and gay for God"s sake, since I just saw you passionately fucking a man , and after watching your gay Genetic Attraction
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lover eat my pussy into oblivion last night, this morning, you and said gay lover fucked my brains out!” He started to speak, and she held up her hand. “Not one but both of you fucked me which, unless I"m sorely mistaken, is considered more than a little kinky in polite society, and if one person from the college knew about it we would be so out on our ears, and if Roan"s fans knew it, well…Roan would probably just be more famous…” And she took a breath and burst out laughing.
Both men looked confused for a second and then joined her. Laughing until tears ran down their cheeks, the guys again collapsed onto their backs, washboard abs contracting and penises bobbing. Oh damn, distracted again.
She wiped her eyes. “Okay, trying to be serious…” And then she started laughing again. By the time she recovered, Jake was sitting cross-legged in front of her, smiling and definitely without benefit of lap pillow, but he had stopped laughing.
“Okay, sweetheart, here it is. I have never thought of you as my mom. In fact, I"ve had a major thing for you practically since the day we met.”
“Thing?” She snorted. “That"s ridiculous.”
“Okay, I"ll admit I never told you because I knew just how ridiculous you might think it was. After all, I"m just a snot-nosed kid without half your brains, talent, or genius, and I knew it was a reach for me to want you.”
She stared at him, feeling like a fish with its mouth agape. “What the fuck are you talking about? You"re the smartest and most gorgeous man I"ve ever seen, and you could have any woman”—she glanced at Roan—“and obviously any man too.
What the fuck would you want with a middle-aged, old-maid scientist?”
Both men laughed. Jake slipped a finger under her chin and made sure she was looking at him. “You don"t get a vote on this. You"re the smartest woman I know except when it comes to yourself. Jesus, Em, you"re beautiful and inspiring and brilliant…”
Roan sat up. “Don"t forget sexy.”
“Yeah, sexy as hell. And brave. Really brave. You"re not afraid.”
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“Okay, enough with this ode to my virtues. And like hell I"m not afraid.” She readjusted her pillow.
“Like I said, I"ve had this thing for you and thought there was no way you"d ever be interested in me, but occasionally you"d give me this sexy little look, and I"d get a flash of hope. And then I met Roan.”
Her dark lover took up the story, sitting cross-legged beside Jake. “God, I hated you when I first met Jake, because all he talked about was Em, Em, Em. I was ready to buy some ruby slippers. But finally I wore him down and got his cock in my ass, and gradually I knew he was coming to love me. But,
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