mean?â
âIt means her relationship with her mother may not turn out as well as you think.â
ââAnd oft, though wisdom wake, suspicion sleeps at wisdomâs gate,ââ muttered Dad, shaking his head.
âLook. Itâs fine. Honest. The Lewises are being supportive. I know. I saw Mrs. Lewis yesterday. She gave me a piano lesson and she wasnât crying or anything. And Jane and Penny are cool.â
âShe gave you another piano lesson?â said Mom, tossing the sauce- and milk-stained towel in the same corner as the coffee-stained towel and the berry-stained towel. Right next to the harder-than-a-board slice of American cheese that had been sitting out since yesterday.
âYeahâshe says I can come over as much as I want. Iâm learning âMoonlight Sonata.â By Beethoven. Heâs an old dead guy, Dad. Youâd love him.â
âI know who Beethoven is,â Dad said, raising one eyebrow at me.
âI donât want you imposing on Mrs. Lewis,â said Mom.
âOkay,â I answered brightly. âCan I have a piano, then? Please? Iâll pay for my own lessons.â
âWith what?â they both asked at the same time.
âI donât know. Iâll earn it. Somehow. I will.â
âDonât bite off more than you can chew,â said Mom.
âNeither a borrower nor a lender be,â said Dad.
I wasnât sure how either one of those particularly fit what we were talking about, so I just answered, âRed fish, Blue fish,â and went back to eating my spaghetti.
Parents know nothing.
Chapter Eight
Iâve given up âMoonlight Sonataâ until further notice.
I still love to play the opening tah-dah-dah s, but itâs way too hard a piece for a beginner like me. Mrs. Lewis makes me feel great about it, though.
âDez,â she says. âI love to see how hard youâre working at this.â
âThanks.â
She sits next to me on the bench, so close I can smell her perfume. She holds my sweaty hands in her manicured ones and says, âYou have a pianistâs handsâlong and slender. Itâs exciting to see someone your age so interested.â
She stares across the room at an oil painting of a cottage with a beautiful flower garden, but I donât think she sees it. I think sheâs wishing that Jil liked the piano as much as I do, and that Jil were here instead of at her other momâs. I also think I see tears floating in her eyes.
Has Mrs. Lewis been supportive? Maybe.
Is she sad? Definitely.
Then she snaps out of it and continues. âBut, Dez, I donât think even Mozart began by playing a sonata.â
âOh. Okay,â I answer. âWhat then?â
âHow about scales and maybe one or two simple melodies?â
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So, now Iâm practicing scales to figure out how to make my fingers work, and Mrs. Lewis is teaching me âJingle Bellsâ in time for Christmas.
The Lewises always have this incredible party two days before Christmas and invite the whole neighborhood. Their entire house is decorated with tapered white candles and deep green garlands of fresh pine branches that make everything smell the way Christmas is supposed to. The tree is gigantic, covered with amazing ornaments of every shape and color. My favorite is a tiny black glass piano that looks so fragile I think my breath could break it if I stood too close.
At the party, Mr. Lewis always opens his front door looking handsome and saying, âWelcome! Merry Christmas!â over and over, but sounding like he really means it, every single time. Then he asks each guest if he can take his or her coat, which makes me feel exceptionalâand older. Not old enough for the adult eggnog though. That is completely off-limits because a fifth of whiskey has been dumped into it.
Two years ago, when we were only eleven, Jil and I sneaked a taste. We
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