before I pressed her about it. Gram wouldnât do that to me. She wouldnât. I had to keep on believing that, and even with the little nagging doubt, I sure wasnât ready to look for an answer right now. Maybe not ever. My momma left me, I told myself. I didnât need to be fussing âbout it at all. It was her loss.
Straightening away from Gram, I smoothed my damp palms across my thighs just as my cell vibrated in my pocket. âIâm going out tonight, Gram. You all right if I stay at Kaylaâs?â
âIâm grown, Imani. I know how to take care of myself.â The resentment I always heard from her when I spent time with my mommaâs family was back, replacing the other weirdness.
âI know.â I kissed her cheek, then looked at the door so I wouldnât stare at the corner of my picture poking out of its hiding place on her lap.
âYou be careful, girl.â
âI will.â
âDonât be getting in no trouble, you hear?â
âFoâ shoâ, Gram, Iâm not about trouble,â I teased by adding a wink, then scooted right quick out of the way as she swatted playfully at my butt. Nope, I wasnât looking for trouble tonight, unless you called hooking up with Maurice trouble. I called it fun.
Assuming, of course, that Kayla and I ended up marinating at the same place he was chillinâ tonight. Hopefully my girl had the inside track of where weâd find him tonight, though Iâd have to be on the down low about peeping the info since she didnât know I was feelinâ the boy.
âIâll let you know when Iâm out.â
âAll right, baby.â
Forcing a smile, I left her room, closing the door all the way this time, then fiddling in my pocket for my cell.
Dwn 4 a prty?, glared at me from the small, dark screen. Hell, yeah, I could be down for a party, and if it was Kaylaâs crew, there was a good chance my boy would be there, too. Grinning, I thumbed in my yep, then headed to my room to pick out something hella banginâ to wear.
As I sorted through my Apple Bottoms jeans and my saucy tops, I thought about calling Kayla and trying to find out more about the party. Was it a kickback or a house party? Was Moms and Pops out of town, âcause that fa sheezy would change up the scene, and maybe how Iâd want to dress. Although, hoping Maurice was there, dress to impress would be the code for the night.
Gt U in 45, bleeped a message onto my cell, telling me that Kayla and I wouldnât be alone tonight and one of her girls most likely would be driving. With only forty-five minutes until they came to get me, I knew I had to pick up my getting-ready pace.
Tossing a couple hella cute outfits on the bed, I headed for the bathroom and plugged in my flatiron, knowing I was going to have to redo most of my hair since itâd gotten wet and the kink was coming out in a fierce way. It was while I was waiting for the flatiron to heat up that my mind kept wondering, drifting back and forth between Maurice and my picture hidden on my Gramâs lap.
Part of me wanted to blow off Kayla, party, Maurice, going out. That part wanted to march back into my gramâs room and demand to know what the hell that picture was all about. I knew, I really knew, there was something to it. And as much as I wanted to dismiss it no matter what Gram was hiding, relying on the excuse that I didnât give a shit, that same part kept nagging me âbout it.
And then, how could I blow off the chance to spend the night at a party with Maurice? Even if that picture had something to do with my momma, as I suspected, hell no, my momma wasnât worth skipping out on the guy I wanted. Wasnât worth the time my head was fussing over it.
On the here and now relationship I was hinting at getting is where my mind belonged. On Maurice, with his caramel skin and warm, friendly eyes. With his cheeks cut with dimples, and his