want,â she said without stopping. âThis is the last time youâll ever see me. Iâm kept hidden away, remember? I shouldnât even have left my room today.â She didnât voice her other thought, the one that was accompanied by what she had seen in the pavilion: Youâll leave me behind in the end, for one reason or another.
The orchard curved around to the side of the palace, and so when she emerged from its trees, she saw the walls of the golestan up ahead. She would keep walking until she was safely inside those walls, and she wouldnât stop for anything or anyone.
âThen why did you?â he said. His voice was directly behind her now. He could have easily overtaken her, but he still remained a step behind, and Soraya couldnât help believing that it was out of respect, not fear.
âThatâs none of your conââ Her own thoughts interrupted her, and she halted abruptly. From behind, she heard Azad inhale sharply. When she spun to face him, he was too close to her, and so both of them took a hasty step backward. She looked him up and down, taking in the red soldierâs uniform, remembering whatLaleh had told her about how he had earned it. Thatâs none of your concern, she had begun to say, except that it was, in a wayâhe was the reason there was a div in the dungeon at all, and so he was the reason she had left her room today.
âDo you have access to the palace dungeon?â she asked him.
Her unexpected question made him frown. âI donât know. The rules of the azatan are still new to me.â
Soraya tugged at her gloves as she thought. Even if he could access the dungeon, he might not be able to see the div. And even if he didâeven if she sent him on her behalfâshe would still feel cheated that she could not speak to the div herself. She shook her head. âNo, it wonât work,â she murmured to herself.
She began to turn away from him again. âAre you thinking about the div?â he said. And now it was her turn to be surprised. When she looked at him again, she noticed a sly gleam in his eyes, as if he had known all along what she had wanted. âDo you think the div knows how to lift your curse?â
âI donât know, but I canât be at peace until I ask. Iâve already tried to enter the dungeon, but Ramin wouldnât let me pass. And I canât use the passageways.â
âPassageways?â
It had been so long since she had spoken to anyone new that she had said it without thinking. âThere are secret passages all throughout Golvahar. I use them to move through the palace without encountering anyone.â She felt strangely embarrassed to explain herselfâshe didnât want him to think of her scurrying inside the walls like she was some kind of rodent. Have you spent so much time among the rats in the walls that youâve forgotten how to sleep at night? âBut the passage to the dungeon is blocked off,â she continued.
He looked up at the palace, eyes narrowing in contemplation. âHow is it blocked off?â
âA locked door,â she said.
âMaybe we can break it down.â
When he looked at her again, she felt a conspiratorial thrill pass between them. Her eyes swept down his arms, remembering the force of the blow he had landed on Ramin.
Soraya still hesitated, though. She had never brought anyone with her into the passageways. Even with torchlight, they were dark and narrowâclose contact would be difficult to avoid. If her mother knew what they were planning, she would certainly disapprove. But then, she didnât want Soraya to speak to the div at all, and Soraya already knew that would be an impossible command to obey.
Music and cheerful voices carried from the garden in the front of the palace, filling the heavy silence between them. Soraya thought again of seeing her mother with Sorush and Laleh, of their uncomplicated