a lot of books years after they were bestsellers, which doesnât bother me a bit.
Tolliverâs not quite as omnivorous as I am. He draws the line at romances (he thinks theyâre too predictable) and spy novels (he finds them ludicrous), but heâll read just about anything else. Westerns, mysteries, science fiction, even some non-fictionâalmost any book is grist for our mill. Right now I was reading a tattered copy of Richard Prestonâs The Hot Zone . It was one of the most frightening things Iâd ever readâbut Iâd rather be afraid of Prestonâs account of the origin and spread of the Ebola virus than think about the rumble of the thunder.
Before I tried to re-immerse myself in Prestonâs exploration of a cave in Africa, I glanced at the clock. I estimated that the waitress would leave the room next door in about an hour. Maybe by the time the storm got here, Tolliver would be alone.
With the book weighted open in front of me on the cheap table, I turned on my cordless curler and used it. Then I brushed my hair. From time to time I glanced up atthe mirror. I looked okay, I thought. Not too bad. Frail and pale, though.
My brother and I didnât look anything alike, aside from the similarity in our coloringâblack hair, brown eyes. Tolliver looked tough, secretive, a little forbidding. His scarred cheeks and wide, bony shoulders made him seem very male.
But it was me who frightened people.
Thunder rumbled again, much closer. Not even the Ebola virus could hold my attention now. I tried to distract myself. The sheriff would have gotten Teenie Hopkinsâ body out of the woods by now, and it would be on its way to Little Rock. I bet he was glad heâd gotten her out before the rain. It couldnât have taken long, since there wouldnât exactly be a crime scene to secure. Of course, even the most lax police officer would search the area. I wondered if Hollis had been part of the search. I wondered if theyâd found anything. I should have asked Hollis questions while I was in his truck. Maybe he was out in the woods, right at this moment.
But what difference did it make, really? I would be gone before anyone was brought to justice. I tapped my fingernails against the table in an anxious rhythm, my feet patting along to an inaudible beat. I switched off the lamp and the light in the bathroom.
I was going to conquer this. This time, it would not get the best of me.
A boom of thunder was followed by a brilliant bolt of lightning. I jumped about a foot. Though the curler was cordless, I turned it off. I unplugged the television and went to sit on the foot of my bed, on the shiny, green, slick motel bedspread. More thunder, and another crack of lightning outside the window. I shivered, my arms crossed over myabdomen. The rain pounded down outside the motel room, drumming on the roof of our car, splashing violently against the pavement. Another lightning bolt. I made a little noise, involuntarily.
The door between the rooms opened and Tolliver came in, a towel wrapped around his waist, his hair still wet from the shower. I saw a flicker of movement in his room; the waitress, pulling on her clothes, her face angry.
He sat on the end of the bed by me, his arm around my shoulders. He didnât say a word. Neither did I. I shivered and shook until the lightning was past.
three
SARNE seemed like a complicated little town. I would be glad when we left it. We were supposed to show up in Ashdown within the next couple of days, and I wanted to keep the appointment. I try to be as professional as my odd calling will permit.
There were times we sat in our apartment in St. Louis for two weeks at a stretch. Then the phone would ring steadily, one call right after another. With my work schedule so unpredictable, we had to be ready to get on the road at any time. The dead could wait forever, but the living were always urgent.
The sheriff called me the next morning right